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It has been a long time

2011-09-16T10:46:00.001+07:00

I'm currently facing the worst time o my life.
I saw this blog which I have written since a really long time ago.
Thinking of the really good times I have had, I really feel like crying..
Sigh.§

Relink!

2010-10-28T22:05:00.000+07:00

this is damn lag..
i have moved! :)

http://nauxuy-93.livejournal.com/

<3

2010-07-08T18:15:00.002+07:00

omg..i totally forgot that i had this blog..the 1st half of 2010 has been hell. argh, i have realised that i have absolutely no life. everyday is just between school and home. argh, i am damn bored. totally not doing well in school. oh my, its probably the 1st time in life i feel so hopeless about myself and on the brink of giving up already. argh, hope this torture will end soon..about 1 year plus to A levels..hmm i better buck up. =(

2009-12-30T21:44:00.004+07:00

these few days have been uneventful.

bored.

argh.

nothing to say.

nothing to do.

have been watching the year end performances of the gayo daejun on various korean channels..this year's performances were quite interesting, totally the opposite to my boring lifestyle i have been leading for the past weeks.

just one performance that would get myself in a slightly better mood:

2009-12-23T19:37:00.005+07:00

wow..my blog is quite dead..

nothing has been done for the past few days..

my life has been ever so interesting.

argh, i feel lyk i am just wasting my holidays doing nothing...

oh yah, that day i went out with sq for lunch. we walk and walked and walked..i ended up with a blister on my leg.

great.

my leg hurts.argh.

2morrow is finally the farewell party for us,guzheng seniors!

cant wait!

update soon!

ps. i cant believe 2morrow is christmas eve already! time passes so quickly..=p

oh yah, a while ago, i attended my cousin's wedding..

it was lyk the 1st wedding i attended in 10 years!

hahaha, quite fun..the food was great too..

to my dear cousin: congratulations!

eh, i am really bad at this..may you 2 stay together for the rest of your lives..

sounds weird..

may you two bai tou xie lao.

yah, better, in singlish. hah.

holidays are boring.but its not lyk going to school would be a fun also.

i would rather it be boring.

argh, i dont noe wad on earth i am talking about..

just some picts to look at to lessen the boredom.

2009-12-03T10:33:00.005+07:00

back from taiwan a while ago..it was loads of fun!

thanks friends for the memories.

going to fudan in taiwan was quite interesting..siman and i went to a class filled with 14 yr olds. haha, refreshing experience..

wish we were still there. =(

16 picts for 16 days of fun~!

2009-11-11T23:07:00.003+07:00

Graduation night has finally arrived..and ended. hmm..it wasnt as memorable as i thought it would be though. hehe, the other yx and i went on stalker mode after most of our group of friends were off to enjoy their sleepover. that was slightly more memorable than the actual event.keke..some of the dishes served were not bad..the performance by the alumni was totally cool. that was prob the highest point of the entire night.hhahaha. the lucky draw..hmm, as usual, no luck in winning anything at all.haha. now that it has ended, there is still one more thing to look forward to..GCP 2009! we are going to TAIWAN this year! go go, off to taiwan on Saturday!brb with more updates.:)

graduation day..

2009-11-07T09:46:00.004+07:00

bye bye nanyang..found this song really suitable.keke..

graduation day was memorable. the days in nanyang were even more memorable. it was here that i learnt so many things, many firsts..i was quite sad to leave actually.

the 4 years has passed by so quickly..

i still remember in sec 1 ..how i was all blur about secondary school..how kelly became the 1st person i know from 11o'06. how i had passes the psl interview with 2-3 seniors in front of me, together with ms teo. how i spent recesses sitting in the library to enjoy the aircon together with shirley, yiting and liting. what charmaine and i used to have a silent singing session during geog class.hiahia. sec 2 was tough. the various rounds of selection for council was tiring, i had wanted to give up many many times. the choral and drama night was fun. sec 3 was weird at 1st..didnt have that many friends..i counldnt remember much also. was blur throughout. oh, global classroom to shanghai was fun. sec 4 was certainly as fun. spirit day, blah blah blah.

to 411 friends, thanks for the memories. :)

thanks dora for sharing the same interest in kpop.lol. celestine for talking to me when we both were bored..the pikachu face is funny.haha.minhui for the non stop mong entertainment. ytene for the kpop news hiahia. ziyan's funny laughter. michelle for her occassional funny stories. mok for being a long time friend since primary 5 in council and in class and for watching and discussing the you're beautiful drama together.haha. shiqi for the constant amusement and funny things that you say most of the time.though you think i am crazy, i think you are even crazier.hahaha. hope we would have fun in the gcp '09:) sarahlme for lending me her hongzi for graduation.hhahaha. kelly for being my 1st friend in nanyang! sarah who always goes with rena for always being so enthu.hahah. sharlene the up and raising sports star and monster for her ba1 gua4 news. pingting, another taiwan buddy..also a kpop lover.haha,pam, the person who is going to work..i think i have known you for very long since primary school as well.hah. thanks for not playing so many tricks on me.hehe..jiayin..my cca buddy who sat beside me during cca since sec 1, seeing each other cry with tears of joy during syf. went through many things together. pls the so many funny things that happened during gcp in shanghai.haha.and talking non stop on the bus.lol. liyi, classmate since sec 1 ..thanks for the amusement too. chingying for the kpop news also. singing the ring ding dong song.haha. siman the siao dingdong for the crazy things that she do and say everywhere. these 4 years had been great with you.lol.

i love secondary school life. i love nanyang.

next thing to look forward to..grad night. :):):):):)

2009-11-03T20:01:00.001+07:00

oh my..we are graduating very very soon! argh!will update later bout it. :D

2009-10-24T20:22:00.002+07:00

far from heaven.

2009-10-21T17:40:00.002+07:00

Credit: Michelle
the "what ifs" in life just makes me sick.

2009-08-07T16:51:00.002+07:00

hi, long time no update..

too lazy to write too long also..

this week was block test week..finally got to go out today went to bowl and orchard ion..hehe, beat my personal high score for bowling..orchard ion is really bigg..so many people on a friday..met so many ny people also..hah, eh..about block test..it was really argh. thinking of working hard for eoys instead.hehe, look unglam in the pict.lol

2009-07-10T19:16:00.002+07:00

haiz..life without any excitement is just so...3 quizzes next week..stress.

got a surprise call from my taiwan buddy..quite a few actually..haha, happy that they even remember us. 1 call just because of boredom, 1 call just before the flight, and another one to tell me that you all landed.HAHAHA, thanks buddy for being so friendly and nice. 2day we saw our fudan buddies who came to singapore yesterday..they didnt change much though. so many things to talk about, but too little time..:(:(:( only 2 half-days in school??come on...we wont even meet up in the near future i guess..argh, was just eating lunch with jy,sq and sm, talking about the wonderful days in shanghai..it was really really really fun..fingers crossed that GCP is not cancelled...PLEASE!!!!

2009-07-07T18:40:00.005+07:00

today is the last day the taiwan ppl are coming to our class for lessons..haiz, happy times always pass by really quickly.it would definitely be slightly boring without the entertainment of my always so funny buddy. anyway, to the taiwan exchange students: thanks alot for the wonderful memories. hope to go taiwan really soon:p they have been really fun to be with..today we threw a pizza party for them and yah blah blah blah. anyway, really want to thank them again. wen xing, xiao hong, you jun, wei ling, thanks for the memories.:))miss you all!

2009-07-05T20:35:00.002+07:00

yay, 2morrow is youth day holiday!

i dont want the taiwan students to go back!arghhh. we had a really fun day on friday. went to watch AYG basketball.singapore won!:):):)then we went to bugis to walk around and blah..then they got so tired, they wanted to go back to the hostel.hahaha, honestly speaking, my legs hurt after all that walking.lol.our poor buddy, didnt dare tell us that he needed to go toilet and couldnt take it anymore and went running all the way.HAHAHA, funny. anyway, argh, they are going back soon!thanks alot to the taiwan buddy, especially my buddy, eugene, new nickname for him since you jun sounds lyk eugene.hahah, thanks alot for your amusement:):):)

2009-07-02T19:02:00.002+07:00

today, the taiwan exchange students came to our class. i had realised that my chinese was THAT bad..had a hard time trying to translate the so many scientific terms during chem and bio!!1st qn he asked was: what is precipitation.OMG.how am i supposed to answer that qn!!argh. our class was damn high the entire time.mayb cause there are visitors cause normally it is lyk .._____silence_______.haha, the poor guy, couldnt remember our names even though we sat beside him for the entire day and tried to entertain him so that he wouldnt be so bored :s oh yah, he didnt turn out lyk SQ's prayer to be a hot and hunky Jiro wang alike but a thin and scrawny 14 year old kid.HHAHAHAA. so young and youthful.goodness. anyway, i am really looking forward to tomorrow whereby we can bring them out. and note to SQ: pls dont ask the innocent boy anymore weird qns!LOL!!!!...his whole face was red when we asked him if the girl in front was his gf!LOL..xp

ps. apart from nichkhun, chansung is also :):):):):)

2009-06-29T21:16:00.003+07:00

happy sweet 16 to myself!

the first thing in the morning, i was awoken by the noisy alarm. argh. then i had to drag myself all the way to school. it sorta sucks when your birthday falls on the 1st day of the term, on a monday.haiz. anyway, everything 2day was rather normal, luckily no one played any funny tricks on me or smashed my face into a cake or smthing.HAHAHA. i knew smthing was weird when minhui and yvonne left chinese class to go to the toilet. i was thinking, such a weird combi, very seldom will you see mh and cy together. haha, anyway, everything seems weirder when i was at the library with shiqi and sq picked up a call, then telling me in a LOL voice," siman fainted!". i couldnt help but laugh..then we decided to act along and walk to the pavilion. then i saw siman lying on the grass with a uniform over her head.LOL, though i tried hard to act along i couldnt help but laugh.HAHAHAHA, everyone was crowding around her.hahah, anyway, they ordered pizza to eat and got to eat some pieces. was still thinking of saving up some money..HAHA. special thanks to those ppl who wished me a happy birthday, whether is it through sms or on facebook, or both.

thankyou minhui,rena,sarah,kelly,shiqi,yingxuan,siman,xiaoyou,yvonne for your treat:p

thankyou siman and yingxuan for you bearyhip present.LOL. i like it man! and the funny turtle, i got a smaller version from slc and it has found its mother!LOL

thankyou shiqi for your lol present!i like it alot too!

thankyou ch for always being the first to wish me happy birthday=)

thankyou my group of sec 2 friends, shimun,shirley,yiting,liting,yujia for always remembering my birthday.

anyway, i have enjoyed today alot, though the rest of the day wasnt especially memorable, going home and blah blah blah.

2morrow there is LOA for the entire day!YAY!sure looking forward to going to science centre for the NWSP thingy!:D:D:D

2009-06-21T20:17:00.004+07:00

Again and Again..

[준수] Again and again and again and again

[재범] Again and again and again and again

[우영] 이렇게 왜 내가 또 너의 집앞에 또
서있는 건지 대체 난 바본지
정말 속고 또 속고 또 당하고 또 당해도 또
다시 이 자리에 와있는지

[준호] 내가 미쳤나 봐 자존심도 없는지
너에게 돌아와 쳇바퀴 돌듯이
이럼 안 되는데 되는데 되는데
하면서 오늘도 이러고 있어 no

[준수] Again and again and again and again
너에게 자꾸 돌아가 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라
[재범] Again and again and again and again
너의 말에 또 속아 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라

[닉쿤] 어쩜 이렇게도 바보 같니
내가 내가 왜 이렇게 된 거니
난 분명히 결심을 했는데 하고 또 했는데
왜 너에게 자꾸 돌아오는지

[준호] 내가 미쳤나 봐 자존심도 없는지
너에게 돌아와 쳇바퀴 돌듯이
절대 안 볼 거라 볼 거라 볼 거라
하면서 다시 또 이러고 있어.

[찬성] 넌 대체 어떤 약이길래 끊을 수가 없어
나도 몰래 자꾸 너를 그리워하고 결국엔 또 찾고
나쁜 여자인줄 알면서 난 또 널 품에 안고 사랑을 해 보나마나 뻔히 다가올
내일의 아픔을 다 알고 있으면서 돌아서질 못해 결정을 못 내려

[택연] 젠장 나 왜이러니 왜 이 여자 옆에 누워있니
도대체 몇 번째 이 짓을 더 해봐야 내가 정신을 차릴런지
누가 좀 날 어디에다 묶어줘 어서 제발
She’s a bad girl I know (know) But here I go again Oh no

[준수] Again and again and again and again

너에게 자꾸 돌아가 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라
[재범] Again and again and again and again
너의 말에 또 속아 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라

have been quite crazy about that song..argh, this coming week is going to be a very busy week for me. note to self: 화이팅!화이팅!화이팅!

행복하세요everyone!

gonna be 16 in about a weeks time, feeling rather neutral and wanting nothing.it feels weird.

ps. nichkhun is :)))))

2009-06-07T11:47:00.004+07:00

hmm its the holidays now..got so much work to do!!!

ARGHHH..worst pt..i havent even started.

SLC is just over..OMG...i am so missing it!

though the few days were really tiring and i was suffering from an insomia..

just want to thank my group for being very nice and all, thankyou for your card and small turtle thingy

HAHA..sorry if you all didnt lyk the lollipops..heh..

anyway, i had alot of fun those few days, though there were many set backs.

FORNACIS all the way!!

thankyou for trying your best to contribute many ideas

thankyou for sharing your thoughts with me

thankyou for bearing with me

thankyou for giving so much encouragement

thankyou for staying up late to complete the action paper

thankyou for cooperating with me

thankyou for not scolding me when i was blur

thankyou for comforting fellow members when they were down

thankyou for all your efforts

last but not least thankyou for joining SLC!!!:D:D:D

4 months for the OT

4 weeks for the facs

4 days for the participants

i miss slc alot, probably cause i had alot of fun and had alot of new friends:)

happier days of 2009..

15slc;per[fac]tion!

2009-06-03T21:17:00.003+07:00

2nd day of slc. i thought it was very long already. bad day for me though. my group was really co operative, then time came the budget allocation. it was rather upsetting. i feel that no matter what, my group has really put in alot of effort. but it has not been recognised. everyone felt terrible. i felt terrible about myself. felt that i didnt help them with the stuff or maybe my instructions were vague. that wasnt really bad until later. suffered alittle of a humiliation in front of the people. i dont think YOU should mention my name in front of everyone, and i am very unhappy about it. it is rather insensitive to do that, anyway, u dont noe me well to know that i am actually a very sensitive person. i noe i am always happy and vy friendly, but still, it doesnt mean that you have to do that.furthermore, there are other groups who did that too, ask clearly first before saying. i always have a reason to everything.isnt it?! anyway, i am quite angry about it.shant talk anymore.

2009-06-02T19:01:00.002+07:00

wow..havent been updating for damn long already. june holidays are finally here!the sabbatical week was such a :o *yawn*.=x. and good thing is that the LA portfolio is finally DONE!totally chionging through that the entire week.realised that last minute work is really xp. note to self:never do that again. haha. then there was the 1st day of SLC today!different from what i have expected.but as usual, there was awkward silence at the beginning.my group is a rather quiet.. thanks to 1 blur person who owes us 1 and a half of a forfeit..hehe..but when i comes to games..wah, we rule!only lose 1 time!great teamwork people! and our banner!!!haha, not bad..at least better than *clears throat*.hehe.anyway..3 more days to go!jia you!and thankyou for being slightly more enthu later today. FORNACIS FTW!!ps. dont spell our group name wrongly again arh! spelt it wrong 2 times already..poor banner..that patch was totally..HAHAHAHA.

2009-05-18T18:36:00.003+07:00

Hello!

havent been updating recently..i guess the lazy bug has gotten all over me.i feel even more tired now that the exams are over..argh.not bad this time, i tink i did improve in my marks:x.2.4 that i have been overly worried about is finally over!5 items is coming soon..:( then there will be CSM on wednesday, looking forward to the outing!then..15SLC fac training thing.hmm, i feel so old there and awkward at times whereby you have to listen to people who are younger than you, talking about punctuality..though sometimes you might just be thinking..wth.HAHA:x it just feels so terrible, but i just have to bear with it a bit for the time being.:( that is just too bad. argh, stepped on the weighing scale and felt that i have to do smthing terribly about my weight!!!:(((overly...time to loose maybe 8kg!argh!jia yous!:p

2009-05-01T22:43:00.004+07:00

hmm..the global classroom programme has passed quite long and i think we sorta gotten on with life.was just talking to lu kuang ming,wah,nothing interesting happened. a random search on the internet for 戚天安, and i found 3 videos of him dancing!whahaha!the girl's solo in the video was like..heh..see for yourself..

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/9CilDstTsy8/

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/RsubOjgPLhg/

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/0s3CxNcMo5s/(this one has a close up on him at the start!!)

argh..i feel like going back again..:'(and lu kuang ming quick come to singapore!!i tink jiali would be very happy to hear that lol..

anyway, last exam this coming week..jia you!!

2009-04-25T20:57:00.003+07:00

ARGH..its the weekends again..

at least there is smthing to look forward to..that is the end of the exams..this period of time is totally..:/ people say time flies..can time pls start flying now?!?!?!

GOLD WITH HONOURS AGAIN!!!

2009-04-22T08:09:00.002+07:00

OMGOMGOMG!!!

i had my greatest shock on monday and tuesday!goodness..it was so shocking, its scary now..on monday, during the SYF, the xuan of the solo person came out, and sheena took over it!!OMG>>>>..Sheena!!!must really clap for her man!she has never practised that part!!!!and strings broke along the way...then some people said that one of the judges gave a thumbs up!lol!!that day's performance was really really great!i felt that i hve really tried my best and i felt that we as an ensemble have done well..then come yesterday, we specially went down to republic poly to listen to the results..it was so different from 2 yrs ago..they said it in chinese 1st then he said,"jing1 pai2" pause..then "rong2 yu4" omg..then, stoning..then screaming..AHHHHH!!!!GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!feel that our batch is really lucky man!2 times of SYF, and 2 times with the same results!nygz, our efforts have really paid off, nygz rocks!!!!!:):):):):):):):):):)

SYF

2009-04-19T11:57:00.005+07:00

SYF is tomorrow!!

am finally feeling the excitement..argh, this period of time has really been a stressful one, with block tests, so much hw, syf, stress stress stress. plus also about some flaming that happened, i just want to say whoever that person maybe, you must be really concerned about our cca and progress but lack the courage to speak up in front of us. but the fact that you wrote on the tag that we SLs have no motive and things like that were indeed very demoralizing and some what frustrating for us as we seniors had worked very very hard, held so many meetings and informal sessions to make things happen and work. finally after a few days that has died down..so syf is finally here, i would just want to say that much that i want the gold with honors, i think the results no longer matter as long as we have tried our best and also knew that we have tried hard for it. i was really really touched when lao shi actually said she had faith in us. thinking though what really happened 2 years ago, the chaos and stuff and what is happening now just makes me feel like crying, that would explain why i was like that on monday. whatever the results will be, i must say i have really learnt alot though these months of hard work and constant stress from so many so many things. to BASSRAWRmomo, you people are doing really well, thank you so much for being so tolerant, and also sorry if i sounded harsh at times. tomorrow is finally the day we have been waiting for, we shall try our very best! to batchmates, we shall end our last SYF together with a BIG BANG!!!!! some random pictures..hehe

2009-04-10T19:34:00.003+07:00

okay..hi.

SYF is in another 9-10 days!i can now count it with my fingers..argh.i think the recent stress has cause my entire behaviour to go abit bongus. i feel like a mad person.arghhhh!anyway, now the only thing i think about it guzheng.haiz..it worries me. i didnt feel wad i felt 2 yrs ago. was reading my past posts during the syf period 2yrs back..it was the excitement..and now,it is the crazy feeling of panic and worry.argh! explanation of the 2 songs we are playing::

大江东去

北宋·苏轼《念奴娇·赤壁怀古》：“大江东去，浪淘尽，千古风流人物。故垒西边，人道是，三国周郎赤壁。乱石穿空，惊涛拍岸，卷起千堆雪。江山如画，一时多少豪杰。遥想公瑾当年，小乔初嫁了，雄姿英发。羽扇纶巾，谈笑间，樯橹灰飞烟灭。故国神游，多情应笑我，早生华发。人生如梦，一尊还酹江月。”

打鬼

节奏强烈的主题，展现一种神秘的打鬼习俗，以强烈的节奏和不协调的和声演奏，运用多种类型的敲击乐器。打鬼藏人称为“跳布扎”，每年正月十五喇嘛举行法会，戴上面具扮演诸天神佛鬼怪舞蹈，以敲击伴奏吟唱，来驱邪和祝愿新一年和平。
*这首乐曲运用两个古筝以不同音阶演奏；应用了一些不常见的演奏技法如以弓拉奏古筝、吊钹；定音鼓的滑音；大量运用拉弦的颤弓和颤音等等。

jia you!!!try our best and there would be no regrets!!!!!!

SYF

2009-04-04T19:21:00.003+07:00

ohmy..its finally the weekends. this week has really been a very tiring week for me.

eh i cant remember what exactly happened though.there was april fools whereby so many tricks were being played..it was definitely vy fun.:):)especially the one during assembly whereby the whole level changed the seats. i felt that the performance by the theater club was really good despite what one person had said. i feel that the ending especially, was really nice!:) the use of the light and shadow. it is a really modern version of the little prince, in which i have never expected that it would be portrayed like that.

as performers,i feel that much encouragement is needed apart from the critizism. during practises, i feel that it is important to point out our flaws as well as the things that we are good at in order to strike a balance and at least have a bit of motivation to continue.honestly speaking,i hate to hear bad things. anyway, syf is now on the 20th of april. the wait is really torturous. few people turned up for the extra practise on friday because of various reasons. today, i dont see the movement. sadness. i just want the juniors to know that: you all should not make us repeat ourselves so many times. remember what you have learnt, what you have been corrected and work on it, apply it every single time. through the talking, i have then realised that someone said that she would get bored playing the same notes again and again. i dont feel that way at all, and i dont think its funny. every single time you play, you look out for your own mistakes, you listen attentively to what other parts are playing, you feel the music, you think about it. there are 101 things to do each time. i dont know how you see the practises.and when we ask you, you dont know. then how would we know right?!

anyway, to the rest of the ppl: jia you!syf in 16 days!though i dont believe in miracles at all, i just want to say that; as long as we have tried our best, as long as we feel that we have reached our limits,thats it. the goldwith honours is no longer important already. though i would honestly say that the time i have sacrificed these few weeks, the sleepless nights i spent thinking through the songs is really not worth taking back a cop or bronze. esp the effort we put in, i dont think its worth it. jia you!just try our best!:) i am proud to be a BASSRAWRmomo!
16 days.

cip at KWS

2009-03-27T20:25:00.004+07:00

okay..i cant remember what i did this week.seriously..i only remembered what happened from thursday onwards..oh..ok, now i remember.

on monday, i still dont remember..

on tuesday, i only remembered there was cca

on wednesday, there was SYF rehersals at RP.still not up to standard

on thursday, had lunch meeting. did i really sound like i was scolding you all??eh..i was just saying out what i really felt, so that we could really improve. i was really relieved during cca that day,i must say. it was really fun influencing the rest to move along with the song..hehe.thanks part III for ur efforts!however, i tink i didnt do much of my job as an SL, cause i felt that i always have alot to say, but i cant find the chance to talk to everyone cause my timings always clash..also, whatever i wanted to say may already be said by..chong?so if i were to repeat..i tink u will switch off right.sorry again for not being able to talk to u all about stuff.really wanted to do it..but always gt some other things. i just wanna say that though i may be funny and always LOL-ing, i feel that when its time to be serious,pls be. yah,some of you looked shocked during the meeting..um, this time i really hope that u all can really think about it..there is less than 30 days now.i am worried about it, i wake up many times at night every single day. but ur efforts are really appreciated. i feel slightly better about it. i am sure we can make it right!!!:):) jia you!

today, we went to KWS. left with me and jia yin to be in charge.didnt noe how the origami thing went, but the singing was really fun. the people were really supportive, it was really encouraging. talked to the aunties and uncles there. many were actually friendly. :) love cip!:):)

2morrow there is cca. will put in my best effort!jia you!

this song

2009-03-19T22:28:00.002+07:00

This Song..

예쁜 목걸이를 사주고 싶지만
멋진 차를 태워 주고 싶지만
예쁜 옷을 입혀 주고 싶지만 오 난
좋은 곳에 데려가고 싶지만

주머니에 넣은 손엔 잡히는 게 없는데
어떻게 널 잡을 수가 있어
내 생활은 너에게 어울리질 않는데
그래도 내 곁에 있어주겠니

줄 수 있는게 이 노래 밖에 없다
가진 거라곤 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을지 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다

너는 괜찮다고 말을 하지만
나만 있으면 된다고 하지만
행복하다고 늘 말해 주지만 너는
더 바라는 게 없다고 하지만

예쁘고 좋은 것들 재밌고 멋진 일들
너도 분명히 하고 싶잖아
내 곁에 있어 주면 못하는 걸 알잖아
그래도 내 곁에 있어 주겠니

줄 수 있는게 이 노래 밖에 없다
가진 거라곤 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을지 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다
이 노래 밖에 없다
정말 가진게 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을지 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다

지금, 나의 생활은 거칠다...

2009-03-16T09:37:00.006+07:00

okay..the hols are here..hmm went for my last cip the other day..was quite fun and memorable..got to take care of little kids!!:):)

some picts::

from what i remembered, this kid sticking out his tongue is called david.haha..we were making stars and this five year old's star happened to have alot of animals..there was lyk dolphins, butterflies and teddy bears..then i asked him which one he likes the most.he said butterflies..hehe..he kept changing what colour he liked..sometimes silver, then red then ultimately green.HAHAHA..funny..

look at the cute bags the little children carry..HEHE!so cute!!!fond memories of the past..i remember this owner of the cute bags.they are siblings..one is called yun xuan and the other yun hui..LOL..they were really young..4?the sister kept crying for mummy..poor girl..i must say sorry to yun hui..cause i accidentally tore the star that he made :x..cause there was too much glue..the whole thing was practically wet..had to add a chopstick to make it into a wand..then in the process..hehe..sorry!i tried to salvage it by taping it..lol..sorry boy boy!..then there is a 4 yr old kid called miru or izit miro..sorry!he was lyk complaining to me that his friends always tease him as milo..hehe..so cute.LOL..smiling so happily..the little girl is also vy cute..but sorry i cant really remember your name..izit nishdra..yah.i tink so..hehe..then we sang alot of funny songs..lyk the welcome song which i can remember vaguely which goes..welcome, welcome, welcome everybody, welcome welcome welcome to you!LOL...and the star song..when everyone made finish their wands..they were lyk waving it in the air singing the star song..lol..back to kindergarden again!remember the wonderful and innocent days..with no troubles and nothing to worry about..sigh..

2009-03-08T17:01:00.002+07:00

wahaha..this week has been a fruitful week..just came back from camp..hehe..this was the camp i enjoyed the most i tink..we went to downtown east and hehe the malay extravaganza and formaal dinner ws also loads of fun:):)too tired to elaborate more..not forgetting that we had a career conference on monday and tuesday.hmm wad should i say about it..interesting?never knew so many things about other careers..hm, this is the last lifeskills camp already!!and since pictures tell a thousand words or smthing lyk that, here are some picts we took..the rest is on facebook:):)

2009-02-28T20:44:00.003+07:00

wow..its a saturday already..i am so tired.this whole week has been so busy as well.butanyway, this coming wed is GRACES already..slack abit..hehe..am quite curious what others are gonna wear..argh..many thoughts have been going through my head these few days.i am lost.friends in class plus project work plus ineffeciency=enermies?that is a question.though not really happy about people, do i say it out?should i?feel slightly bothered about that.argh, it is raining outside so heavily..good time to sleeeep..anyway, today, had cca again.it is i must say, i 1st time i had the feeling that we ar slightly, half a step ready for syf..i can finally feel the mood of the song.though there was a last minute back out, hope the new group member can catch up with us.was juz watching this drama, tree of heaven.omg,,it is damn sad!hehe..but lee wan was inside it:D wahaha.:):):)bored, bothered, tired.it is getting complicated anyway.it has been crazy. but since its the weekends already, i shant think about it that much. what is over is over.there is no use apologising already. nothing can be done already.

on a lighter note, looking forward to GRACES!i tink by then would have lots of pictures:):)quite a random picture.spot me..haha.bye~!

2009-02-21T22:27:00.003+07:00

Some current pictures and some pictures that were took what seemed like a decade ago..and some not too long ago..HAHA..

wow..ok..it has been about one week, 11 days to be exact..this entire week has been so busy..it was a miracle that there wasnt much homework..anyway..the NYSL investiture went alright..though the person read my name wrongly..i thought i tried to smile..but my friends said that i looked pissed..heh..i really thought i was smiling!!the investiture item was definitely something new for me..i have never danced in front of so many people...heh..luckily i was not in the front row..HAHA..anyway..then i went to the acsi investiture with 3 others..wow, i can say their idea of an investiture was quite different from ours..it was really enjoyable! the installation thing was short and sweet. the video presentation they made was really funny and engaging..then the school tour..omg..their school is bbiiigggg..!!!the canteen in which they call the SAC is lyk a foodcourt...there is lyk aircon everywhere..argh..i was initially quite happy with our school actually..but after this...hmmmm..yup..about cca and SYF..about 2 months more..STRESS! hope the juniors can really work harder..take out a pen and write down wad the teacher has to say PLEASE! pleading them to do so..important point is to FOCUS.please try hard to play well ok. i am sure at the end of the day we would be really happy to get a gold with honours again. but at the rate we are going...i really dont noe what to say. the future is really a mystery..something that i sort of fear. must jia you PLEASE!!!!! for the sake of our cca, for the sake of everyone, for the sake of most importantly, yourself! pleaspleaseplease!!! much of that, hmm, went to kranji memorial on friday..it was really hot there when we went..became abit down after hearing the war stories though..i have never been there before..so..yah..anyway..GRACES camp is coming soon! eh..this is the only thing to look forward to for now, apart from saturdays and sundays..yup..bought the dress thingy today with the shoes..omg..i cant imagine myself even wearing it..argh..so embarrassing.. :"( reminder to self: must take lots of pictures of other people..HAH..okay..gtg now..BYE!

2009-02-11T18:11:00.002+07:00

HELLO!!

NYSL INVESTITURE IS FINALLY HERE AGAIN!!

AND ITS 2MORROW!!wow..cant wait..anyways.yup, am very looking forward to it, hope nothing goes wrong!:D

NYSL, jia you for 2morrow!!

NYSL 2009 Kaleidoscope!

Here we go!!!:):)

2009-02-06T18:33:00.005+07:00

Wow, it has been about 2 weeks ever since i updated..have been really busy. this week especially was a really hectic week. there was and is so much homework to complete!argh. last week i went to see the chingay and saw some fireworks..there were quite alot of people and the performances were not bad..then there was cca cip on thursday. we went to an old folks' hospital for a visit and played about 3 songs, one of which i had to play the percussion.argh, it was a total flop since i it was abit impromtu and someone took away the scores that i have transcripted the previous day and i was left with nothing to refer to..:(really embarrassing..argh..then there was a sec 1 class from XXX school who came to perform too. though the whole class was on the stage, only one person sang.and his singing was....:D well. we were gracious enough to help him out with the chorus to cover all the embarrassment up..heh.anyway today is siman's birthday!happy birthday!hope you liked the gift shiqi and i gave you:D

homework these days is lyk piling up already..there are rehersals for investiture coming up, more quizzes, more written assignments, presentations, SIA due..argh!!this whole week was already spent doing assignments and SIA alone.:(

plus, 2morrow is the start of saturday practices..hope we can really do well for SYF..judging from now..ARGHHH..more things to be done for the cca than usual!the new sec 1s are also coming 2morrow, actually i have already met them during the cca cip. they helped us carry the stands..but smthing was not quite right..we had the percussion with us and needed to use the lift cause there were big drums and heavy stuff. they wanted to use the lift too..but we couldnt let them,cause it was already packed with the percussion. so we kindly told them to use the stairs instead. then they got quite angry..was lyk asking us..WHY?..why?eh..stands are actually so light as compared to the guzheng itself..i dont think taking the stairs would be difficult..i carried the guzheng plus stands all the way to the ground floor and up during concerts ever since sec 1 too.dont know about them, but maybe cause they are new so i shant say anything about it and just forget about it.

whats there to look forward to next week?

well, i can tell you there is our NYSL investiture!!there will be an item that we would be performing!so..nxt week is worth looking forward to:)

wah wad a long post. will update soon!

bye!

CNY

2009-01-23T19:46:00.004+07:00

CNY is here again!!!YAY!!!i will be slightly richer soon..wahah:D

anyway, today was a day filled with fun and adventure!

lets start from early in the morning:

a very interesting thing happened.

i guess i forgot to set my alarm the previous night cause i was busy doing the farewell card till late. i woke up at round 6.45am.terrible mistake!i have never been late for school all my life so far..then there was supposed to be a photo taking for invest at that time!i was left with no choice but to get my dad to fetch me 2 school. by the time, it was already 7.05 or so when i reached..anyway, i apologise to everyone to have to stay in the position for so long.really sorry!

:( then next thing, i lost my handphone and found it again..that was one of the craziest thing that has happened to me so far too. i left my hp at the audi foyer bench. a person gave it to the GO.argh.i found it there..then there was huay chun.i was in such a hurry that the bag that i brought was empty..yes, empty except for my wallet..i didnt bring brush nor change of clothes..argh. anyway, we wrote a dui lian as a class. it has some funny words..see it for yourself.HAHA.anyway, its the last CNY we ar having in NY!the usual thing, we had a celebration and had lots of fun:)then went to give oranges to the boarding school staff:)then xiao you and i met siman and frens at curry wok to eat lunch. later on, xy, sarah jing fang and i accompanied michelle to wheelock for her dental appointment. we walked around borders,then wisma and taka.it was about 2,so xy and i went to plaza sing for our 6I'05 class reunion!it has been lyk 3 yrs since i ever went for one.everyone is no longer the same..there was awkward silence at certain times..heh.anyway, i still enjoyed myself there. a big thankyou to Tansy for organising it and yangjin and parry for co-organising it:)we talked alot and to yh,eh no, its dragon-h instead of g-dragon, wah i didnt noe u knew so many things about kpop!!it was nice talking to you!all in all, 2day was a quite exciting day instead of the usual things.will update soon!!

busy week

2009-01-14T16:06:00.004+07:00

oh it is week 2 already..how great and glad..the week has really gone by very quickly..before you know it, chinese new year is here!:):)i havent been updating lately..the sec 4 work load is really getting...you know..with SYF coming, and investiture in february, argh!!cca is getting more and more enjoyable as the bass guzheng is really <3.>

Travel Journals part 1

2008-12-21T14:01:00.009+07:00

i went to macau towers too:):)
i went to the pink building tooo!!!:):)

i saw this weird person too:):):)

i went to venetian too:):)

Travel Journal Part 1

wow..it has been a long time since i last updated.had a really long break..went to hongkong, sheng zhen and macau during this break..had a great time there..disneyland was not as fun as the last time though..i only took about 3 of the rides there..the spinning cups thing, the space buster thingy and space mountain ride, which was always a must to take..haha..the food there was not bad..especially the mickey mouse waffle i had for breakfast there..hehe. the weather there wasnt very cold but juz right..bought a couple of things there..its much more exciting and happening there than here back home..so many people!!everywhere u go is people..goodness.the crowd is...the food there is totally:):):):):) gain quite abit of weight when i was there..eating stuffs everywhere i went..hhahaha..the desserts are superb!!!totally nice! bad thing i dont understand cantonese..but juz when i was about to get some of it, it was juz time to go home...macau was quite fun too.went to venetian to take a look..not bad..juz like what i imagined it to be like. saw the news, they said boys over flowers was also filmed there..probably at the same time!!haha..got some picts here..thats all for now..update soon:)

pictures of the stars were taken from soompi.com:)

..

2008-11-27T21:05:00.002+07:00

okay..life has been abit aimless for me at this current moment. there is cca almost everyday, but that is not the point. feeling really nervous about SYF..we are the seniors this year..that is probably what makes the difference. damn nervous. anyway.haf of my heart is still in shanghai.haiz..i better take it back as soon as possible to face with the cruel reality. was feeling abit bored so i randomly typed my chinese name on the net to see what i can find. some crazily amazing results found. (i searched the china websites)take a look at:

1. 宾高走出大美女：卢钰璇 (some beauty pageant winner @@__)

2.今天上午，幼儿园组织全体小朋友捐款，在关工委和部分家长的帮助下，清点出各班的捐款数额，我们小一班总共捐了970元，谢雅雯、刘欣彤、詹喆川、卢钰璇虽然请假在家休息，家长还亲自到幼儿园帮孩子捐上他们的心意，在此深表谢意! 卢钰璇：30元 (wow..a generous person from the other side of the world!)

3我姓卢,老婆姓张女儿生日2006年12月21日上午7:40,暂定名:卢钰璇,但觉笔画太多, 麻烦各位帮我取个笔画少点的名字,先谢谢啦!(cool!some baby who her blog! her parents even posted picts of her!good way to track one's growth..ten years down the road u wil be lyk wooahhh!)

that is when u are too bored at home..oh yah..recently i am playing the di1 yin1 guzheng..has much fewer strings.kind of difficult at 1st..trying hard to get used to it..strings are really difficult to press. wish me luck!bye! hk trip in 5 days!yay!

Shanghai blues

2008-11-26T15:21:00.005+07:00

MISSING SHANGHAI..

it has been a few days now..i am so so so missing shanghai!!omg..my heart is still stuck at fudan fuzhong class 1/3 stuck at the back of the classroom..argh!!the back of the class whereby they students would walk around us to put their books into their lockers..arghhh..miss the nice and crazy days with the people lyk siman, shiqi, jiali, jia yin..haiz..we lived at the lao nian zhi jia for lyk 21 days..having to climb up 6 levels severa; times aday.but i wont mind it at all..HAIZ..i miss everyone !!sad thing we didnt keep in contact..damn sad..:'( lucky for shiqi..in which i shall not mention..HAHA..lucky gal!our class was really enthu only for the last 2 days..that was damn sad..anyway,,this trip to shanghai was a definitely fruitful one, i have learnt much and have many more frens..will miss everyone there including the teacher who always alows us to borrow equipments from the pe storeroom and the uncle who allows us to use the tabe tennis rooms. our 2 cute buddies, the funny people in class lyk 30 yr old, 40 yr old, keke, beng, bao jian cao, sneezy, stonie, bucktooth, shao ye, mou mou, pretty gal..and many many more..last but not least the smiley who has a funny name and looks 90% lyk wilber pan..HAHA..looking forward to going to hongkong!!

CHINA IMMERSION!

2008-11-11T13:15:00.002+07:00

hello!!!!am in Fudan right now..
it has been a week and slightly more..the weather here is also getting colder and colder..nice!am looking forward to tonight whereby we can watch a circus performance and also..the days to come..school is rather interesting here..BUT the people there are probably too shy to talk to us..they dont come and talk to us..we are just sitted at the back of the class most of the time. invisible beings..haha..the lessons are really difficult to understand especially the math one..their morning exercise is rather cool..looks lyk hip hop in a very slow way..haha..anyway..i gtg now..will update soon with picts since this computer doesnt have a USB to plug things in..:)enjoy your holidays!bye bye!

2nd last day of school!

2008-10-30T21:02:00.002+07:00

yay!it is going to be the last day of school 2morrow!!the year has passed so quickly!!take a look at this week..monday:no school,deepavali. Tuesday: eh..cant remember what i did..oh yah!the clap clap thingy for our performance in Shanghai! Wednesday: the ever so interesting beach cleaning at east coast park.it was the bet outing this whole year i think..we could go to the beach!!apart from the picking up litter and the hot sun, everything else was quite enjoyable..haha!we had so much fun,..picked up alot of cigrette along the way..then today, we had a self defence course, not bad. wonder if i could reallyapply it. i think in a moment of chaos, i will forget about all i have learnt.hahah!then we had cca waha!it is the last one for the month!hehe..oh yah..i have to be a facil for the seminar in shanghai..argh. quite nervous about it..but i cant wait!!haha!shanghai immersion 1-21 Nov in juz bout 2 days!!!hahah!..so looking forward to it..the flight is at 0735..which means we have to meet tchr at 0505..which means i have to wake up at 4am..which also means that i have to sleep at 8pm?hahahah..

i think this will be the last post before my trip. wish everyone a happy december holiday!hope we will enjoy it before a new school term restarts again! am having a long haitus here.will update not really soon though..

off to china china china to shanghai to see the oriental pearl!!:)

^poof^

2008-10-28T21:30:00.002+07:00

hehehe..i am back again with my next post..argh, feeling alittle bored today..oh its yingxuan's birthday!happy 15th bday!eh..2morrow there is beach cleaning..wonder wad it will b lyk..have never done that one bfore..anyway, cant wait to go for the china immersion!4 more days!!!yay!some random picts..will update soon!

YAY!

2008-10-16T15:16:00.004+07:00

End of Year Reflections

okay..EOYS are finally over..argh..it has been a long time since i last updated.hmm..have got so many things to write..dunno where to start from..

1st, i shall talk about what had gone on the whole year..it hasnt been a great year..not very good for me..there were so many problems encountered, so many new things introduced, i feel that my mind would explode!hahaha.anyway, there were alot of laughter and at the same time alot of tears, much more than last year.now, it is finally the end of the year..i felt that i have wasted the year away!time juz flies so quickly..i remember still dreading to go to school and stuff hating subjects. by the time i start to enjoy the subject and love to go to school, the entire year is about to come to an end.argh..

yesterday marks the end of EOYs..i didnt feel really happy though..too worried about the results i guess..anyway, i am definitely looking for the shanghai 3 week exchange..hehe..actually i cant wait for it to come..!!but on 2nd thoughts i thought that 3w is gonna be long..i rembered the UK trip, actually on about the 3rd day i felt alittle home sick..hahah!wad am gona say next?

hmm

oh yah!

to the primary school gals going to our school::

hi!to my future juniors!warm welcome to our school!be prepared to come to secondary school!it is no longer lyk primary school! i remembered the time i came to sec 1, i enjoy secondary school life..haha..however, try not to make any assumptions before you come over ok?you will never know about it. try to think that is a new start and that you will work hard no matter what. that will be what is most important. forget about the bad things you did then and move on, lyk a new start..even if you didnt do any bad things, do better things now.HAHA..hmm what else..though the work load in my 1st year was so much more than what i did in primary school, it is only through the process that i learnt and understood about things and most importantly is that it was an enjoyable one. so , i look forward to you all coming here and assure you that ur secondary school life would definitely be an enriching one, and you will learn alot alot!

i feel lyk an old granny..argh..anyway, umm thats about it. oh i cut my hair!yay!new hair cut, new start!haha..some picts to share:)

a nice part of a book i have been reading recently to share with everyone. it is called

A Garden In My Heart by Jimmy..love that book! here is the sharing:

我站上大树，

学习像鸟一样飞翔。

当然知道有些事情不可能成真，

但，我还想试试！

风来了，我努力挥动着双手，

临风飞舞....

感到无比无比的幸福。

my fav part of the book:)nice and meaningful:):)

recently, have been listening to epik high and dbsk's album..they are nice:)whaha..lyk this song from dbsk's album called after glow written by junsu!haha..here is the best part of the song:

그대 위로 떠오른 태양만큼
눈이 부신 이 가슴으로
기다려준 시간 만큼 널 내가 지켜줄게
기도한 모든 꿈이 간절한 내 향기로 남아

yay!done for the day!

byebye!

~poof!~

crappy week..

2008-09-12T20:35:00.007+07:00

Crappy Week..

this whole week was busy busy and busy..i hardly even slept..i am tired tired tired..

much of this week i dont knoe wad i hav been doing..lets start from monday...

Monday: eh..i cant remember anything i juz remember listening to cool k time..and ying xuan and i kept commenting and commenting..lmao..

i decided not to write according to day..juz too lazy..okay..i have been listening to coolktime the entire week..the singing competition was LMAO! singing the 'so hot' by wondergirls..haha!the contestants sounded out of breath or smthin..HAHAHA..damn LMAO..anyway..have been quite nervous about thursday the entire week..there was the retest..oh goodness..it was so much better..haha...then wad else..oh i finally had my other council projecy MAFFA！mid autumn fringe activities..HAHAHA..gave out alot of free stuff..paper lanterns..hee..free mooncake samples!haha..everything is free!its a free world!yay!and everyone was like..really?!it is free?!omg..haha..yeshyesh..a free world..HAHA..anyway..i am bored..the injection on thursday was quite ok..it didnt hurt..siman was the funniest..the person didnt even put the plaster on the injection spot..LMAO..no wonder shewas asking wad the plaster was for..haha..i have this recent crazy craze about SHINee..HAHA>.<>i found a really funny thing online on soompi today..haha..look at key from shinee and yuri from girls generation featured in the flower boys movie featuring super junior..lmao..key looks lmao..haha..next picts..

lol..look at taemin and jonghyun before debut..haha..:):):)and the dongbang pict!yay!changmin looks good in the pict!haha

lastly, a nice quote to share:: from love like oxygen by shinee

산소 같은 너 난 너만 들이쉬면

다시 내뱉을 수 없어 이 잔인한 고통 속에

내가 죽어가고 있잖아

:)love this song right now..will be right back again sometime..

bye!

"poof"!

credits:soompi

16oth post!!

2008-08-11T09:14:00.003+07:00

hi again!!!yay!!!celebrating the 160th post..

finally after about...4 yrs!

lmao lmao!!

yay..2day is my sis's 22nd birthday!

happy birthday sis!!:):):)

yay!

bye!!a short short post 2day!

living the low life..

2008-08-09T19:34:00.002+07:00

hi again!

it is national day!!!

happy national day everyone!

this week hasnt been a very good week for me..everything, everything wasnt my way..it was really not good..argh..i feel really bad and sad..argh..anyway!sadness apart..yesterday was the olympics!!!080808!!i was watching the thingy..omg..i feel so proud to be a chinese!!the whole performance was just amazing..if u compare it to the ndp today..HAHAHA..obvious..how often is oympics right..haha!!i love it!!was waiting for the singapore team to come out..omg..it took lyk damn long!!!was waiting and waiting..wondering when is singapore every going to come out..haahah!then friday we had connect singapore..even before we could connect, it got disconnected..i thought it was somehow not realy sucessful..the radio dj was lyk counting down..then it went..10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1~!after which..SILENCE...silence is golden..the dj could have said, we shall now recite the pledge or smthing..we didnt even get to say the pledge and we got disconnected..haha..that was really sad..we were waiting and waiting..dnt even know if the president has arrived, dont even know what was going on..it was a realy hot day..argh..a flop a flop.everyone is in a bad mood..argh..

now, am crazily listening to a very new and nice Big Bang song::

it is called 하루 하루 (haru Haru if you dont know how to read it) it means day after day!!!

it is such a nice and sad song!!!!argh!!it is damn sad.!!!arghhhhh!!!!i LOVE that song!!it is so catchy!!!

before end this post, i shall share part of the lyrics with u::

파도처럼

부숴진 내 맘바람처럼

흔들리는 내 맘연기처럼

사라진 내 사랑문신처럼

지워지지가 않아한숨만 땅이 꺼지라 쉬죠

내 가슴속엔 먼지만 쌓이죠 [say good bye]

omg..it is damn damn sad...!!!makes people wanna cry!!!waaaa~!

anyway!happy national day!

i am screwed.

2008-08-02T14:42:00.004+07:00

hello again..

i am screwed.

i dont wanna say anything else. but so screwed..

argh

this sucks

grr..

so crappy..

it is a down week

anyway..what do i wanna say..oh yah!

stuff i did this week
Monday-cross country!

i cant believe i ran!argh..all thanks to sharlene..i tot i will walk the entire course.haiz..but i ran..it is lyk my 1st time running out of the 3 yrs here..lmaolmao..

then tues..lets see..

eh,..cant remember..

o ya..CCA!!

EXCO ELECTION SPEECH!argh..i tot it was really screwed. i kept repeating the same thing and so many seniors were lyk sitting in a row..and were firing questions at me..argh..i almost got burnt up -.- not funny..

then wednesday..eh..nothin.

thursday was the announcing of the EXCO!argh..okay.

last yr i went home empty handed..at least this yr i finally got something..

i got the secretary position..okay..one more committment added to the commitments list.

1.Council
2.Geog rep -.- but :)

3.Secretary for cca

okay..i somehow feel...argh..i dunno..i was quite down that whole day..i screwed the announcement auditions..kept stuttering..dunno 4 wad..then i didnt even go 4 the interview and thought that i was out already..quite sad..but who noes..they said that they didnt have enough time and some people were even confirmed already..so i guess that was what happened..argh..heave a loud sigh of relief

okay..blah blahblah..friday..

teachers day audition..dont even mention about it..haha

then recently in class there was this post it craze..they lyk to stick post its everywhere..it is really EVERYWHERE..then i got a few stuck on my hair and back!LMAOLMAO..damn fun!!hahah!!i was laughing all the way..then i became paranoid..everytime some1 touched me, i would see f there was any stick post its anywhere..HAHAHA..and they are so neon and colourful..lmao..haha..there was lyk 1 and a half hour of chem..then mr tan was damn funny..he sensed that something was fishy..haha..pam is the best..she stuck one on his sleeve..lmao..luckily he took it as a joke..hahah..haiz..i think irritating the teachers may not b a good idea..there was one day i saw a sticker..some teddy bear sticker was it?anyway..yah stuck to u-know-hu's back.we were all secretly laughing lyk crazy..haha!it was juz so funny..argh

much of all the crap..i am screwed. am gonna enjoy this really short weekend.

bye bye!

now listening to::

거짓말 (lies, if u dunno how 2 read it..lmao)-big bang!

阿宅失眠日记-宅男垫

Real-SHINee

hehe..also Box in a Ship!!! Dong bang's song is so nice!!!heheheeh!!!

oh yah!did i say i got a new blog skin!!lmao!no more dong bang le..hehe changed to this one!hehe..i lyk it alot though..hahah!AND since there is no more dong bang in my blog, i shall upload some of their picts too!hia hiahia

okay..thats all!

*poof*

Sharing of parts of the lyrics of Lies by Big Bang with everyone (challenge is to figure out the meaning yourself!)::

거.짓.말

늦은 밤 비가 내려와 널 데려와

젖은 기억 끝에 뒤척여 나

너 없이 잘 살 수 있다고 다짐해봐도 어쩔 수 없다고

못하는 술도 마시고 속타는 맘 밤새 채워봐도

싫어 너 없는 하루는 길어

빌어 제발 잊게 해달라고 (거짓말이야)

너 없는 내겐 웃음이 보이지 않아

눈물조차 고이지 않아 더는 살고 싶지 않아..

argh!!the lyrics are so sad!!

boo hu!!

:(boo

2008-07-26T12:38:00.009+07:00

hi!!!again..

it has been a long time every since the last update..argh..the block tests..were crap

whatever.argh.i am doomed.

anyway..the other friday went to ying xuan's CO concert.

lmaolmao..damn nice!hah..better than i expected..but
the big BUT..we were late..and sat right in front..neck ache man..

hahah..

anyway..then what else to write about..haha..hmm

i am recently addicted to so many nice songs!!

lyk..

still lyk look only at me by tae yang..haha!

i lyk box in a ship!!!dong bang's new song is damn nice!!

haha..yesterday i went to HMV to take a look..

omg la..the beautiful you single is lyk 18 bucks!!argh..saw really old singles there lyk the way you are and the very 1st album..it was damn funny!

haah..i wanna buy Shinee's album!!!i saw it there too!!!AHHHH!!!i wanna buy it!!!!

argh! anyway random picts again!haha

some PSLC and other picts..UK trip..random..randomness

the blah blahs in life

2008-07-13T18:57:00.003+07:00

okok..am really very very very very very busy lately..

i am confused, tired, angry, everything you can name.

1stly, i want to say about the person i was talking about in the other post that i was really angry with.

i juz wanna say that::

yes, me and sharlene talked to you. and dont think that your blog is only for ur close frens to read. actually we all have been reading it too. it is open for everyone right.. yes, you. much that i want to mention your name out, i dont wish to. you said you apologised. that is really kind of you. but, why is it in italics?what does THAT mean?does it mean that you are not regretful?or was it like you cant believe you did that?or did we piss you off? or what? to me, the italics really meant something really bad. i dont want to say anything..but the important thing is that actually that day i held back alot of emotions to myself already. what i really wanted to say is that you have not only pissed me off but also alot of people. i reall hope that this will change, but somehow i am still really angry..i guess it will take awhile more a really really really long while to let this matter rest cause to me or even our other members, i guess that school work is really top priority, and we do hope that everyone in our group does an equal share. and like what someone has harshly mentioned that it was shit work, when someone does shit work, who cleans it up? it is still us right?cause we are a team right? anyway, you should have known that you have cause many of us sleepless nights and i guess you told your other friends about this right?cause they are looking at us like we did something really bad to you or smthin.i guess you told that something really bad about us. that is what i assume. but much that you have done, it cannot be reversed, so does results. i cannot get any higher even if you change. that is a fact. let this matter rest. i have sorta lost faith in what i did and what i have been doing. i have lost hope and everything and anyting. i am so sick, so tired. i havent been sleeping well either. thinking about it just makes me feel really tired than usual. think about us too ok.we too havent been sleeping well, havent been in a good mood ok. i am really angry. i guess everyone knows that my temper is really good. maybe cause i dont show it.but i have also my angry times, and this time, it is not funny at all. we have to grow up and out of it ok. i hope that everything will just stay still, and nothing. i have nothing to say already. i have suppressed my feelings till today. whatever you have said about me or us, as long as we are correct, we did not do anything wrong, i dont feel bad at all. as for why we havent disscussed anything with you?cause you will only say ok, or anything, try to make your own decisions too, that is best for us, or everyone, our group. we are working as a group not only as one. i really hope that everything will improve and not only you can make your own decisions, but do speak up if you cant complete your work on time. we are all humans right. the saying goes ren zhi chu xin ben shan. everyone is willing to hear you out and make our way through the storms.

on a lighter note::

music i am crazily listening to::

so sick-ne yo

soyogi-ft island!

29

2008-07-04T20:39:00.003+07:00

hi!!

i am back again..2nd week of school was..slightly better than the 1st week..i think..just slightly..

1st of all,

thankyou so much to my lovely friends for their superb birthday presents.

i can only say that you all know me too too well..

you all know that i am all hua chi and stuff..

LOL..ALL..almost all the present i got was on idols..LMAO...

HAHAHAHA

anyway..the important thing is not that..bt..I LIKE IT!!

HAHAHA..okay..getting too excited over that already..

there was youthday funfair today..though the profits werent there..but i definitely had a great time..good class bonding time..whereby xiao you poured the whole pail of water over my head..HAHAHA and me spraying at all the innocent people around..most memorable was with shiqi and ying xuan!!haha!!we all were lyk sexy back..*clap clap*..was complaining that the clap was so 'manual'..HAHAHA..was really a lmao..then there was son dedication..i dedicated purple line!!but i didnt hear the thingy..that was sad..then..the haunted houses looked damn scary..timid as always, i didnt go..90% because i didnt have enough money too..haha..*sob*..anyway..i spent lyk 8 out of 10 dollars on food!lmaolmao..2 dollars was to senior sarah from the literary trip..i must admit that their game was really quite fun..HAHA..the hanger thing, you were supposed 2 hook it onto the string or throw it over the strings..HAHAHA..lmaolmao..fun..excuse me if you dont think it is fun cause i hadnt had fun for lyk damn damn long..ok..

then..wad else..oh my birthday!i wasnt really excited about it though..hah..so..hmm..yah..i am 15 now..argh..not vy nice..around the middle of a 2 digit number that starts with a 1..it is confusing..ahaha..anyway..as i was saying about the birthday presents::

yingxuan and siman:: scrap book(look atpictures..LMAO) and chocolate

Yiting, shirley,liting and yujia::3 dong bang and ft island magazines!WAHAHAHA, equally LMAO cause i LOVE it..lol..i'm lovin it..lol..hhah

THANKYOU THANKYOU!!THANKYOU SO MUCH!

will now end with a funny note from kongfu panda::ms van dijik..(sorry dunno how to spell>.<)said de:: something lyk yesterday was history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift cause it is the present..HAHAHA..THAT was funny.

i am now crazily addicted to::

Replay-SHinee

Look only at me-Tae Yang

With U-Tae Yang

!!!

BYE!
*poof*

Flavour of Life

2008-06-28T20:58:00.004+07:00

argh!!!it is a saturday again!

this sucks.

hahaha..i have been looking forward to the week ends for the entire week already!

here it is, bt i am not lovin it..lmao..

today we had this leadership seminar on servant leadership..

rather engaging..

definitely learnt smthin..

next up..school this week was..crap.

especially unlucky on thursday..i dont even want to mention what happened.

i sorta cant stand it anymore..i cant hold back what i have been thinking already.

i have spent sleepless nights worrying about this and that, and i cant stand it anymore.

honestly, let ME tell YOU what i really think.

1. Peer Pressure or what ever you call it

firstly, there has been a certain someone in which i have been really flastered with recently. hmm..i tend to keep it to myself as i find it really difficult to approach this person. to this person, i have to comment that you lack the effeciency in doing work..oops..is that too hush..>.

about the accident that happened on thursday, i dont blame you, i think neither do you blame yourself, as ic that to be. i was juz left there, luckily tchr was there. anyway, accidents always happen. what i really urge you to do is to have a sense of urgency, empathyo.0..whatever that is. pls consider people around you, you are not the only one alone. enjoy the satisfaction of completing a piece of work on time and having done a wonderful piece of work, feel happy for what you have achieved. do really think about ur frens around you. i guess oneday something may happen if this doesnt change, it comes in a matter of time only. dont give up!strive for the better!

about this whole entire woha, i will juz leave it aside. bt i cant stand it bt to be angry.truly hope you will change for the better. i have been very very tired juz thinking about it. it bothers me alot. ontop of that, there is also council work. i have 2 projects to work on. the nominees introduction, in which wahaha..the nominees of batch 10!haha..batch 10 is such a funny name..anyway..yup and mooncake festival..proposal due every 2 -3 days, now and then, correct here and there. about council work, i have never felt tired or a chore to do, i like what i am doing.though occasional break downs here and there when everything gets bottled up and the cork of the glass bottle pops open. one in which happened on the unlucky day on thursday too. it was juz so unlucky that day. but i will juz let it rest. i enjoy council, am going to be a senior soon, hope the batch 10 wil turn out well and uphold what it is for council. it is all about pass!on!!haha..much of council. i enjoy it.

blah..from problems to council..oh yah! i would lyk to congratulate Dileen, Alicia, Nicolette and Yuan Yuh on becoming candidates of the presidential elections! i am truly happy for you all!jia you! okay..so now..what else i wanna say..new tchr Mr Eric Tan is really good at teaching. enjoy the chem lessons!very clear and engaging. 4 half stars out of 5!haha..good thing.

other things..havent been listening to any songs bt.. am hooked to songs lyk..
With U-Tae Yang

the song with the damn long title translated to be how did i fall in love with you-tvxq

Replay-Shinee

Baby Baby-girls generation

look only at me-tae yang

flavour of life-utada hikaru

so hot-wonder girls

summer time-news

have been watching this show called you are my destiny..nice show !!!

yup..2morrow is a special day..in which i am not at all excited about. loads of work to do..a long week ahead too.jia you jia you!

ps. some random pictures here and there..too lazy to explain..next time next time!

*poof*

the great escapade엉뚱한 짓

2008-06-14T15:30:00.007+07:00

okay..it is gonna be the last week of the holidays soon..not done with everything yet though=(

homework is never ending..anyway..i am gonna write my reflections for the Uk trip here..and many funny things that happened on the way..then later can transfer to the think.com journal:)

haha..

START!

Day 1and 2:

Day 1 was spent in the 14hr plane ride there..

argh..we arrived at Manchester at about 6+ in the morning..really exhausted and tired..there, we met our hyper guide who was really enthusiastic, Angela as well as her brother, Adrian, who will be following us throughout the trip as a doctor..but at the same time enjoying himself..haha..what a great job..haha..okay..so we made our way hurriedly to the coach where we met our driver Mick. They were all really kind and friendly people..we then went to Lake District, our very 1st stop. it was a long 2hr ride from Manchester..at first i was all excited and everything..my very 1st trip to Uk..but after awhile, it went all the way down the meter..the scenery was terrific though! it looked lyk teletubbies land!green pastures and slight slopes..there were cows and lambs munching on the grass..just great escape from the city..it was simply a simple life..country life..everything was slow and calm.the air was soo FRESH!!ahh..great.it was all nature everywhere and yah i wanted to capture every single bit of it to show my family who werent with me:( i felt sooo bad for them..i am here enjoying myself and everyting..and they are still in singapore..argh..yah..the weather was chilly..alittle cloudy..but eventually became bright and sunny..we took a cruise around windermere and saw many wordsworth stuff..his 2 houses..there is a mini town here..goodness.i simply counldnt believe i was in uk already..it seemed lyk a fairytale..the low townhouses with many flowers of different colours..ahh..then we also went to beatrix potter museum and saw same of her works..and yah..we were all tired..not much of jetlagging..but juz tired..the 2nd day juz ended with a bang..banging my head on the sofa and falling asleep with the sky still so bright outside..i guess it was because it was summer or smthing..the sun hasnt set at lyk 10 at night..it is still lyk 3 or 4 in the evening or late afternoon..yah..so i shared rooms with 3 other people..2 slept on the lumpy bed..i and another fren slept on the sofa..slept beside the window..it was so cold!!brr..

Day 3:

ahh..refreshing day..it is 4 June!i havent forgotten, Siman, it is someone's birthday!wahhaaa..micky's birthday..yah..i noe i noe..haha..we went to the Bronte Parsonage and learnt so much about the Bronte Sisters..the wuthering heights etc etc..thought their life was really miserable..so many people died an unnatural death..they dank the water that flowed through the graveyard..no wonder=Xhaiz..then we walked along the pathway of a garden whereby charlotte bronte used to have secret meetings with her 'lover' along the way there were many farms..very smelly..with alot of poo..lyk the zoo-.-''not nice at all..hahaha..okay..then along the way..then abit tired..the guide gave us 10 pounds per room and we shopped at the local 'carrefour' called wal mart..a really big super market..really really big...the british pounds is 3 times the singapore dollar..haha..yah..:)we ended up at a really nice travelodge..and slept there for the night..it was really nice! there was a mark and spencer downstairs..i dont think i spelt that correctly..but yah..i cant remember when was the day we went to the coal mining factory=X but i think it was on day 3..yah..we went into a coal mine..140m underground..it was cold and dark..really interesting and educational though..haha..

Day 4:

we went to Cambridge..wah..it is a really nice university town!bustling with life!there are so many shops there..wahaha..also lyk a mini bizzare in the middle of the town..we went punting..and then we went around looking at the famous colleges..lyk the king's college..there were so many people there..many asians around also..there were may people graduating..wearing the gown thingy and yah..many were having their exams..they have different coloured flowers pinned to their shirt, each represents a different paper they were taking for the day..yup..then..it was about a day..we went to stay at this youth hostel..not really nice..there were shared common toilets..then i shared room with lyk..7 other peoplexx__haha..

Day 5:

we went to anne hathaway's cottage..quite nice..many flowers were blooming..it is summer afterall..walk walk walk..saw shakespeare's grave..buried with his other family..he was so scared that someone would dig out his grave that he wrote a curse..hah..blah blah blah..we ended up at Warwick castle..it looked really creepy..

argh..will continue soon..getting abit tired of writing..bye!

UK Trip 2008 June Holidays Part 2

2008-06-12T14:29:00.005+07:00

hello my frens!!!

i am back from the UK trip!!!omg..there are so many things i wanna say!!!

i dont know where to start from!!haha..

the weather there was soo good..very cooling especially in places lyk the lake district!

London was really hot..it was summer after all..hahah..

the 2nd day there was lyk the hottest day in London..we saw the change of guards at the palace..but sadly, the queen was not there cause it was a Sunday..

i enjoyed myself thoroughly there..truly hope to go there again in the near future..!!

am damn tired now..still jet lagging..

will update soon about the details of the trip!here are jz some picts i took along the way..

Confessions of a crazy soul + 私の야행기 Part 1!

2008-05-31T21:22:00.009+07:00

hellooooo!!!havent updated in ages!!!

here is a new update!

celebrating the 151th blog post!

yay! okay..this is gonna be a really long post..will tell you all the reason later..

okay..where should i start??

the sabbaticals week then!

okay..i joined the humanities through film and dance sabbaticals..

okay.. i watched 3 movies for the humanities through film..it was about racism..

watched ..oops..cant remember the names..

HOWEVER, i was damn traumatised by the American History X movie..

goodness..it was so...so..dark..0.o

the true harshess of reality..in which i am absolutely not willing to face right now..

extra traumatising..even had really bad dreams after that..definitely the most scary movie i have ever watched..even worse than horror movies..

damn scary..even the thought of it now makes me shiver...brrr...:S

okay..then the dance sabbatical..

really fun!!we learnt popping, locking, lyrical hip hop and aggressive hip hop..

i enjoyed the lyrical hip hop the best!

it is damn cool!!!too bad i missed the most interesting lesson on popping and body wave!!!

argh really wanted to learn the body and hand wave!!!

argh!missed it cause i went to the TKSS investiture..(in which i will talk about it later)..

okay..the teacher was really witty..can i say that?

made a really funny joke about his name..zhong yi..then y isnt he a doctor??

HAHAHA..really LAME..L-A-M-E..

hahah..okokok..much of that..there is a clip of his personal solo..as well as the stuff we did during the sabbaticals..have a look if you are just too free and have got nothin to do..

then here comes the TKSS investiture..

overall it was..absolutely the opposite of HCIS's investiture..can i say that?

not really what i xpected..

okay..so this random student came up to my other council fren and asked

random guy: hi! nice to meet you! i am XX!

fren:hi! (shaking hands)

random guy: what school are you from?are you from northlight school?

fren: oh no..we are from NYGH..

random guy: oh! hope to see you again..(walked away)

we just got insulted..without my fren knowing..she was asking what is north light..argh..i thought it wasnt really funny though..haha..but i think i should take it lightly..it was absolutely a joke

right?haha..maybe it was juz a dare from a fren or smthin..hahha

anyway..then there was siman's drama productions..

it was really interesing!!my very first time watching a chinese play!

love the story siman acted in..the one on the rewinding time..hmm..yup..

absolutely nice story about 寻yi4梦sorry..really scared the chinese word is wrong..wahhaha！

okay..so then saturday..there was the chem car competition..

okay i was okay about the thing..we didnt make it..by a weee bit!

argh..nvr md!it is all over!!!argh!!!
okay..anyway..i wasted my this whole week away..the very 1st week of the holiday..freaking out over dunno wad..

maybe cause there is juz too much homework..anyway..i was lyk freaking out..caught a flu..anyway..will be going to UK on monday..catching a midnight flight..so if you have any last minute orders pls tell me!!
am absolutely uncontactable from 2 june to 11..then there is june camp..i dunno how i am gonna fair for that..but juz have to keep fit and not grow fat in UK..who wants to bet with me if i will lose weight or gain weight??hahahah!!

i dont lyk to eat the fried stuff and is also called a fan4 tong4..i cant go without rice!!!omgomg..argh..i really dunno wads going to happen..and is that i hate hate to eat bread..argh

i totally have todrink water to survive!argh!!!somehow i will still have to live right..hahah!!!

ahhh!!!

okayokay..gonna pack my bag now..i know really last minute!

hopefully i will come back with wonderful pictures of the trip and share it with you all!

i think definitely..haha..okay..enjoy the picts and the videos..

wont be updating for lyk the next 2 weeks..so...yup

updated a realy long long post..i think it is really lonnnnngggg...

i will miss singapore!!

All the way to England to see the queen!!!

GO!

*poof**

into another time zone and a temporary goodbye to chinese..and chinese food..and my favourite rice!!and my japanese and korean wadever..updating the songs in my phone so i wont get bored there..haha!!

Listening to::::

Haptic Motion

Baby Baby

Complete

Ooh-lala

Tears

Honey

Tinkerbell.....

all by Girls' Generation!!!they have really nice song!!!strongly recommend Baby Baby!!!really sweet song!!!:))

Circus-Mc Mong

Love Love Love-epik high

Heart Station-Utada Hikaru

only look at me-tae yang(from Big Bang) Nice song!!!

Replay

In my room

Love should go on

Real...

all by SHINee!!nice song!!esp. replay and love should go on and real!!hahah..should really listen..there is one of the guys hu is lyk 14..omgomg..we are getting really old!!ready to be big stars who earn big bugs!!the idol generation is coming!!!ahhh!!!oldoldoldoldold!

Dong bang has a new song too!!wah..the song title is lyk..#$%^@#$%^#$%^@#$%^

*take note..that is not a series of bad words..*

it is juz so long!!!it is どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう which means smthing lyk..how did i fall in love with you??hahaha!!!really long..difficut to remember but a really nice song!!

hahah..much of the blabbering...

off to get everything packed and ready to fly off to see the queen!hahaha..

byebye!

1 week bfore June Holidays 2008!

2008-05-19T20:42:00.004+07:00

yay!yay!yay!Hey!Say!Jump!

hahaa..hey say jump is a japanese grp's name..wahahaha

yay!!!!

june holidays are commmmiiiinnnggg!!!so soon!!!

yay!

happy plus happy plus very very de happy..

counting down to the england trip on the 2nd june!

am taking down orders now..

wad do you all wan??:D

ok..i have been really stressed and frustrated recently..

again on the same same people..

sorry if i was ever rude or impatient to anyone..

in which i dont think so..see..mayb i am too good tempered..hah

cause i am the one who is always scolded for being dumb and having no brains to think

sorry for that..

something is just wrong..but i dont know wad on earth izit..

hehe..

yahyah..i know i am slow and do not have much sense..

thanx

i dont know wad else to say-.-

it is all my fault all my fault.

Counting down to 2 June!

yay!:)

enjoy the random picts:D

wednesday..+loads of hw+post mortem for concert

2008-05-14T18:41:00.004+07:00

today is a gloomy wednesday..it was raining practically the whole day..

recently, i feel really tired and sick of myself.

i feel disappointed.

guzheng concert has finally ended..i guess i am really happy and relieved that it is all over.

thankyou very much to the publicity committee!

you all have done a really good job!

i am really sorry if i have asked you all to do too many things.

my heartfelt appreciation goes to all juniors!

i know that you all are sec 2s and have much work to do..bt despite that, you all still tried your best to help me out with the banner.

thankyou so much for that.

i really feel really relieved that; luckily you all were there to help out or i wont have such a nice banner to put up.

to the seniors and batch mates:: thankyou so much for your help too!

-end of post mortem-

i felt really disappointed with myself also..

things are so not going my way these few weeks..

much that i wanted to do many things, many werent achieved or accomplished to standard.
i have got so many things to do..projects..hw..stuff..alot alot alot.

i have spent so many sleepless nights worrying about them.

yet, they just dont turn out my way.

today especially..do i call that an unlucky day for me? its lyk that::

so this thing happened. and i shant mention what it is..

i just wanna tell mdm leon, if you are reading this that:

dear mdm leon,

pls try to understand that i do have my own reasons for this. it is not because i wanted to be rebellious or anything. i hope you do not misunderstand me. considering my position, i try very very hard to do what i am supposed to do, and not to do what i am not supposed to do. there are really many many reasons to this. i hope you do not get the wrong idea. one of the reasons may be the s11 factor..if you get wad i mean. i do not want to be a burden to every single one around me.i didnt say anything today cause i was afraid that i couldnt control myself. however, i will try hard and try my best to improve myself.

-end of msg-

so yes, i cried in dunno how many months. i cant take it any more, and feel lyk giving up right now. i have not heard any words of encouragement since i started this new thing, neither have i heard any compliments from others. all i hear are the negative comments, in which i care alot although i do not wish to hear. truthfully, i am really trying very hard. i just cant get everything right. i know you all hate me for that. i am really sorry. i am still improving myself. i will definitely work hard. i am sorry if i have been a black sheep and am really a burden to be with. i did tried hard to think and reflect..bt still it didnt work out as well. everything is bottled up, and today, it was at the brim of my neck already. i realy cant take it anymore. pls hear my cries for help.haha..jk about that part. wont it be so silly to read the news that read that a teenage girl inflicted harm on herself just because she told her that her skirt was too short?slightly too absurd.

i will think about it.

Friday Night..

2008-05-02T18:52:00.003+07:00

hi all..again..today is a friday....hmmmm...this weekend is sure to be short..and before you know it, it is already week8!then week 9!then...week 10!then...June Hols!wahaha..hmm..this week didnt end with a Big Bang though..we were practising Secret after school today..i personally wasnt very happy with my own performance..haiz..together with the other parts, it sounded alittle weird..hope the next few practs will help..its lyk bt 1 week to concert!!! i am alittle nervous..and excited..haha..it is our very last gz performance in the audi!!i can hardly believe it..i rewatched my very first performance in the audi..the guzheng concert held last yr before SYF..i felt funny..haha..i was juz in this dark corner playing the songs..i think out of the mayb 1 half hour video..i was only in the scene for lyk about 1 min..the 1 min of fame..haha..bt no matter where you sit, you will still make up NYGZ! play well and the song will turn out well too! i now feel more involved in my cca as compared to how i felt last yr..really happy about it.:):)absolutely looking forward to the coming concert!have been practising really hard!everyday till 6 now..!!time to pract more! i am in a somewhat confused state..sometimes i really dunno what i am doing..someone said that my serious face looked lyk i was gonna kill someone..wahahaha!that was absurd..you all know i am nice right??haha!jkjk..to juniors::this is your very 1st concert whereby you will be performing!!!jia you!!! we seniors will support you all!!!together, lets prepare for nxt yr's SYF!!!whahaha and get another gold wth honors!!!

guzheng concert in 8 days...

CSM 2008

2008-04-30T18:52:00.006+07:00

hihihi! a new update again..this yr's CSM was rather different from the past 2 yrs one..last time..i used to wish that i was one of the councillors, wearing the red tshirt..and cheering in front of a crowd..now my dream has come true..haha..bt anyway..it was really high at 1st..but later..i got alittle tired towards the last half hr..luckily my throat didnt hurt or anything..bt the mood was rather crazy..was cheering lyk mad..the crowd was lyk looking at me lyk i was crazy or smthin..anyway..our class won 2nd for 100m relay i think..hah..and then after that..we had to clean up the loads of trash left behind..goodness..from water bottles..to food wrappers...to hmm..cans and bubble tea cups..argh...i guess they juz forgot to throw away..anyway..we had guzheng pract from 11.30 all the way to 6..bt was late.cause by the time we cleaned up and stuff..it was late..and i had to buy food..then its lyk..argh..anyway..really hope that our concert will turn out well...juz lyk 3 more practs to go!!!

hopefully a miracle will happen..for those who order the night tickets..there will be a suprise thing on the concert..so pls look forward to it:)

Currently listening to:: Lies by Big Bang

Lalala by Big Bang

A Fool's only tear by Big Bang

Forever with you by Big Bang ft. Park Bom

I believe by EXILE

Summer Time Love by EXILE

:) concert in lyk..about 10 days:):)

gtg now..bye!

*poof*

Tiring Tuesday 0.o

2008-04-29T19:54:00.007+07:00

argh...it is a tuesday..today we had the chem car interal judging..argh..we only made through one round..the other one was too long, the other one was too short..haha..its diff to explain..anyway..here are the picts taken today..goodness..under the hot hot afternoon sun..sweaty and hands smelling lyk acid..a really disgusting taste..i mean smell..haha..hmm..2morrow is CSM..a really slack day..hope it doesnt rain..hah..there are picts of the chem car..in which Mr Ng indirectly said it looked ugly..lol!jkjk!he said the ribbon didnt add alot of marks to the design of the car..haha..i drew the ribbon k..and i suggested to make the bottle polka dotted..izit really that bad...argh..hahaha!jk la!anyway..somehow our group name is called MayDay..lol..sounds lyk wu yue tian..but to say the truth..we are not crazy about them..more into Dong Bang..lol!

紫韵筝情 III in 11 days..

UK trip in about 1 month!

sabbaticals in about 2 or 3 weeks!

finally i sold all the tickets!!whahahaha!

currently listening to:: We Belong Together by Big Bang

Kiss Me by H-Eugene ft Bae Seul Gi

I Love You by Navi

Love Paradox by Leah Dizon

nice songs..recently..was listening to EXILE's songs also..their songs are also nice!!!

wahahaha..will update soon!

*poof*

Crazy Life!

2008-04-26T20:01:00.004+07:00

lol..mok and her funny lime green jelly..

hihihi again..lols..this week was so full of excitement and definitely ended with a Big Bang on a friday!!hahah..hmm..lets see what i have done..

Monday-cant remember a thing, looking forward to Tuesday

Seriously..i cant remember anything i did in which was good or anything..i looked through the timetable..nothin much..i went to school for the sake of going to school i think..haha..jk..

Tuesday-cant remember a thing, looking forward to Wednesday

hmm..i cant remember anything also..terrible right..let me think..argh..2 mins passed..and i cant think of anything i did on tuesday..ohohoh!i know..i went for the basketball finals NYGH vs RGS!argh..sad to say that NY lost.but it was definitely a good fight..was it this tuesday that i went to watch it?i cant remember..i am so confused.

Wednesday-did Bio SPA..made a terrible mistake, and looking forward to Thursday

yah..i think i did a Bio SPA on wednesday..i made a stupid mistake by using a petri dish cover instead of the actual petri dish, it was all due to being unobservant and being my usual self, one word "blur", blur as ever..blind also..argh..a grave mistake..*bangs head against wall*watched this show during Integrated Humanities called..(i cant remember that too)hm..something lyk blah blah wind blah blah barley..cant remember..ahaha..talking about the Irish conflict..omg..the torture scene..i missed it..i was pretending to sleep while the rest of my classmates were screaming lyk mad cause the person used pliers to snap off the other person's fingers..disgusting..as i am typing till here..my fingers feel really weak right now..haha..disgusting..thank god i didnt watch it..hahaha..

Thursday-2.4km, did crazy things, stayed back for cca..,cant remember..,looking forward to

Friday

okok..thursday..i can remember quite a bit since it is about 2 days ago..hmm..we ran 2.4km finally..hahah..last week it was raining..and on that day, it was also raining..hah..luckily i was the first half..haha a lucky escape too cause the first half is index 1-15..and i am number 15!hahaha..we didnt run in the rain unlike the 2nd half..it was really windy during the run..i ran nonstop!waha..i improved!!!yay..all thanx to the morning jogging sessions with frens..waha..and also helps in the nyaa thingy..haha..anyway..the 2nd half ran in the heavy rain..we cheered them on..apparently after the long..as in really loooong to me, run, the machine recording the time sorta got stuck under the heavy rain and some timings were not recorded and some of the our classmates has to run again..goodness. i hope everyting will be sorted out and no one will have to run again..running is lyk -.-'' to me..i sit in the aircon room and play my guzheng ok..come on!

Friday-went for Hwa Chong International School Investiture, watched debate finals..(NYGH vs. RI) and semi-finals..(NJ vs. HCI)

friday..i remember it really clearly..definitely one of the most memorable days in the term. in the morning, did a morning announcement in front of the school, in front of about 1600 people..or more..if you include the tchrs..we publicised for the guzheng concert!haha..finally..after soo many days of rain..everything went rather well..everyone was nervous..i didnt forget any lines..i think..hahah..i wrote the script anyway..how could i forget right..hahaha..then it was the HCIS Investiture!!!!OMG..i got alot of things to say!!!IT WAS REALLY COOL!!!totally enjoyed that!!!!goodness!!!!it was a rather informal type of session..held in the hall, probably the size of our roof top hall, facilities really nice, clean, modern, and stuff..then the president did a rap..yoyoyo..a rap yah!then the vice president sorta did breaking..there was lyk a dance battle!really nice!!!their items..the came out in pairs and sang songs..really nice..lyk their formal blazers and stuff! its quite nice..cause its an international school right..so they sang korean songs and also english songs..i heard TVXQ's kiss shitamama sayonara in the montage tooo!!!wahaha..wanted to get really excited..but..you know..(''-)ok..and then there were many korean students and soo many different people from different parts of the world..really an eye opener..haha...there was also a reception..talked to the councilors there..i sincerely apologise for my bizzare and crazy behaviour, i was probably juz too tired..sorry sorry, if i did something i wasnt supposed to do..really really..argh..i sorta regret..shouldnt have ruined my image..hahaha..not as if a have one..but..haha..it was a joke..right!haha..i was being tricked into shaking hands with another councilor with a dirty glove on that hand..stupid me..i didnt see it and my hands were dirty..haha...silly me..i was juz tired ok..haha..after that, everything was a blur..i didnt know what happened..haha..the councilors there were really friendly and should i say..open??i dont know the exact word to use..juz really friendly..haha..very entertaining too..haha..i enjoyed it alot!!if you are from HCIS and you are reading this post, pls tell the councilors that it was a really fun investiture!haha..did i talk about what happened during the invest??the funniest part was the emcees..half way through one of their phones started ringing..it was quite funny..it went lyk ring ring..then he quickly searched for it and switched it off..haha..it sorta adds to the fun..haha..anyway..despite the sound system and stuff, the councilors really did a great show!congrats on the invest!

then next, we have the national debates competition..NJ won HCI..NY lost to RI:(but it was a realy good fight though..haha..watched the debate until lyk about 10??haha..the latest i hav been in school apart from lifeskills camp and concert..haha..talking about concert..

I STILL HAVE 5 MATINEE TICKETS UP FOR GRABS!!!

hu wants to go!!!!plsplsplsplspls..i am really going crazy looking for takers!!i juz found out that i have realy few friends...that is so sad:(..the sad truth..i always thought i have many frens..hahah!juz jk..anyway..hu wants it!!!plsplsplsplspls call me or smthin!

2day we were practising..there was cca..actually to say the truth..we were practising almost everyday the whole week..monday to saturday..next week will be the same!i ensure you that it will be quality performance since we practised so hard..2day i was rather frustrated..i took every cca seriously..since concert is only in lyk 13 days..i dont hope that the concert committee's efforts juz go down the drain lyk that..we did soo many drafts for the proposals and stuff..it took much time and effort plus lots of passion! anyway..we were playing the same part again and again..i noted down the stuffs to take note of..bt i was still rather frustrated..i think when we are giving comments, it is really important not to pin point anyone and name names in the group. i personally think that it is really demoralising and really bad especially if the person is a sensitive person..sorry..but i juz dont lyk that point.ok...i admit that i am a sensitive person.i dont lyk to be pin pointed..i am satisfied that i tried my best..and i feel really stressed to..cause i am the only senior in the row..and today, only one other junior came..there was juz de 2 of us..how loud could we play?i played till my arm ached..was really dissappointed when others still could not hear. it was rather good arm exercise though..bt i am happy that i tried my best. i have been feeling really tired these days..whether izit school work or wadsoever..i really dunno what i have been doing.

i am tired.

and i guess everyone is..

Sunday..

2008-04-20T19:59:00.002+07:00

wahah.. its a sunday

crap..load of work undone..

went to do chem proj at xuan's house..

argh..

it didnt go very well..

to be continued next week..

getting ready for monday..

busy week ahead..

gtg..will update soon!

it will be a relief if this coming week is over!!!

BYE!

*poof*

Down in the Dumps

2008-04-18T20:04:00.003+07:00

WAHAHA! the guzheng banner is finally up!!

argh!!!it is finally a friday!!!

countdown to sabbaticals week:: 5 more weeks to go!!!

argh didnt run 2.4km tis week..was raining..

wah..argh.hope it doesnt drag longer!

was already mentally prepared that everything would be over by this week..

argh

anyway..

2day i made the publicity for the morning announcement.

argh..

it was really hilarious!

haha..was laughing all the way..

it was way awkward.!!has to speak through this mic and the PA system thingy..then you hear your own voice really loudy..really weird!haha..

funniest thing that happened today..is that..argh..when i came to school this morning, was juz checking my socks if it was an appropriate length..then..i found out that i was wearing a plain white sock and an NYGH sock. my heart really skipped a beat..WAIT!!story havent end yet!!!

then i was thinking..i dont have any plain white ankle socks...then i flipped it over..LOL!!!it was the funniest thingy that happened to me..in this whole year i think..i wore my socks the wrong way!!haha..inside out!!!!LOL!!!hahah!!!!so silly..haha..havent been sleeping much lately..

blame it on the sleep!

argh..

anyway..there is much more to come the coming week..

will update soon!!!

concert in 20+ days!!!

JIAYOU!

*poof*

Currently listening to : Beautiful You by TVXQ

Meng Li Hua by Angela Chang

Qian Shou by Kenji

Like Now..by TVXQ

You Fool by Wonder Girls

Current mood:: down in the dumps

141th post!!

2008-04-12T19:32:00.007+07:00

hihihi! argh..2day is a saturday..longlong longlong day..had guzheng in the morning..then..it was raining very heavily..really really heavily..i forgot to bring an umbrella..waited for 171 for about 1 hr..imagine..1hr...standing at the bus stop..at 1st the bus stop was really crowded..bt slowly, there were fewer and fewer peps around..and i was left alone standing there..no one from guzheng at all..no one..argh..feeling sooo tired..juz another publicity thingy here..PLS COME FOR THE CONCERT!!!!10 MAY 2008!!SATURDAY!!@ SIEW MAY AUDITORIUM!!!@ NYGH!!!3PM or 7PM!!!!

TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!!!YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!PLSPLSPLSPLS SUPPORT!!!!

hehe..which of that..have been practicing really hard..starting next week, have pract on tues, thurs and saturdays..all the way to 6pm on week days..hope the concert will turn out welll...afterall it will be my last concert in NY auditorium!!argh..better be good!!! the publicity banner is finally done!!am really happy and proud of it..wahha..

on friday, it was charmaine's birthday!!!wahhaha!happy belated birthday!!!junsu lover!lol..bout her this birthday present:: junsu poster..with a whole load of cheesy korean words..and a keychain in which says"OH JUNSU" omg la..charmaine OH..and OH junsu..wahahah mismatch mismatch..anyway..it was chosen by audrey and friends and when i saw the present..omg..i was LOL-ing like a mad person..it was really funny!!!hhahaha!!!hope she liked it..

anyway on friday, went to the SAC (Student Activity Centre) to do project..argh there were hardly any one..scribblings on the walls..argh..few people know about the place..it seems like it is not a really popular hang out for the peps..although there is an x box and stuff..here are some picts we tookand i took..so many TVXQ and idol stuff!!!!lol!!!!

THURS!

2008-04-10T20:31:00.004+07:00

haha!2day is finally a thurs!juz realised that concert is in 1 month time!crap..

SIA"::currently still left undone..(many)

pre trip preparations for UK trip::dont noe wad on earth am i doing..

2day was a damn slack day!!!

we attended this chinese seminar for most of the day..quite interesting though..

then..recess..then lunch..then cca..

lyk any other normal day la..

BUT 2day..was quite special..went to eat the noodle store after school..

and the aunty give me 2 free dumplings!wahaha! mayb cause she wanna close her stall le..

haha..hmm

then it was raining really heavily..sat in this really crowded bus..and then..something behind me started leaking..its the aircon i think..

omg..the water leaking out was icy cold..freezing lyk nothin..

kept leaking on my shoulders..chills..

brr...cold..anyway..luckily i was gonna alight already..so i ren3..

haha!hmm..

publicity for the coming concert:::

紫韵筝情 III

10 May 2008

matinee $8 4pm

night $10 7pm

must come see this extra superb performance by the Nanyang Guzheng Ensemble. we won gold with honours in the central judging for SYF last year. there will be pop songs played during this short 1 hr concert. and not only your typical type of traditional songs but also the latest pop songs! ( i said that before)..and also..there wil also be someone singing!!!!! Look forward to this concert!
what are you waiting for??
grab your tickets now!!!:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
some random picts taken when we were bored..
cant see my head in the jumping de..argh
realised the bruise on my leg is really big!haha..its a camera trick..
dont b mistaken!!!
and another random pict..look at the effect!i though it was realy nice!!

:)
*poof poof**

project..

2008-04-06T19:07:00.004+07:00

siman eaten up by a frog prince!

wahaha...

2day me siman and liyi did the bio sia..

argh

almost done...

haiz..

one down..

left with..

many more..

chinese, cme, ih, lang arts, maths, practically everything and anything

argh!!!!!

concert is coming..

10 may!

about 2 months left!

argh..

gota get everything done right now..

as in NOW..

ahhh!!!!

hope this crazy period of time will juz pass quickly!>.<

here are the pictures we took...

the beautiful mv by tvxq was so LOL..

dont understand anything of it at all

hahahah!!!i was laughing lyk madness..

but the song is nice though..!

haha..

**poof!**

week 3!

2008-04-05T19:50:00.002+07:00

bluish..blah..

hihihi again...

have been busy with the coming guzheng concert..

still havent done finish the banner!!!

argh..it is taking ages...

hope to finish by this week though..

waa...spent soooo many hours thinking about the design and materials and stuff!

it better turn out well..

last weekend finally had a break..

went to watch a movie with siman and hui yee!!!

we watched step up 2!!

hahah..nice show...

we were lyk tu bao zi..

havent been out in such a looooong time!!

argh..especially during the hols..mugging for the block tests..

argh..i guess the june hols will also be the same..block test 2!

argh..looking forward to the UK trip!!!

counting down..::about 2 more months!!!

here are the picts we took!

BLOCK TEST 1 OVEr!!!

2008-03-25T18:16:00.003+07:00

current mood:: crazy and overly happy:)))

currently listening to::: Beautiful You by TVXQ

No? by TVXQ

Irony by Wonder Girls

My Everything by CSJH

Into the New World by Girls Generation

Marry U by Super Junior

=D

argh!!!

after so long..blok test 1 is finally over..

havent been updating alot since the obs one..

haha..

anyway

guzheng concert is coming!!! 10 may!saturday!

must come ok!

haha..there are 2 shows..

one is the martini one and another is the night one..

must come arh!

count down..about 2 months before the UK trip.!!!

cant wait to go!

argh!

dont know what i have been doing in school recently..

really busy somehow..

argh..at first it was only lyk the 1st week of 2008..

and now..

its already lyk so long!!!

haha...

hmm.....wad else can i say..

argh..cant wait to go out with siman and grp!

hehe..havent been watching a movie since christmas??

lol..the last one was lyk...mr magoriums wonder emporium..argh..i noe..i noe..

hahah!oh yah!!!

TVXQ has a new song called Beautiful You!!!!
the pictures are so LOL..hahaha..no offence..=X but i lyk it:D

haha..cant wait for the single to be out!!!
people must vote for TVXQ to perform for the coming Beijing Olympics!!!

go to this link:: http://yule.sohu.com/20080107/n254501887.shtml

Vote Dong Bang Shin Ki!!!
wahaha! must arh!!!

OBS!

2008-03-09T20:56:00.010+07:00

OBS!

hihihi..havent been updating for a long long while..OBS.!juz came back from OBS lyk on fri..feeling really dead..XD i have a grand total of 10 bruises altogether..from all the kayaking and trekking and stuff..

i enjoyed the kayaking the most man!!we kayaked from pulau ubin to Sembawang..izit spelt lyk tat..haha..yup total..24km! ying xuan and i were lyk the X-factor group..haha..both xuans!haha..and then we sang all the way..lol!that was the craziest thing i have done so far..the kayaking was really action packed!! the waves were really strong and stuff..lyk those you would see on discovery channel..haha!and then half way through, a fish got into our kayak...my other partner..not ying xuan..was damn scared..and i resorted to throwing the fish back into the sea with my bare hands..brave me right??haha...

then we also trekked from camp 1 to camp 2..lol..i love camp 1 the best..haha!...

then wad else..hmm

we didnt get to do jetty jump!!!argh...there was low tide on that day..booo!!!i was actually looking forward to it...:( then hmm..my group was called Nehru..we had a hard time remembering our group name..haa!!OBS was quite fun...lol!here are the pictures as promised!

chinese new year

2008-02-08T16:26:00.000+07:00

ok..the ferris wheel pict was a random one i took when i passed by..haha=)

wooo! it is chinese new yr!!lol..have been waiting for this short break for a really long time!!!

crap..it is about to end within days..

guess the nxt thing i am gonna look forward to is the council investiture!

here are some picts we took during CNY!

p5 NYPS CAMP

2008-02-03T11:20:00.000+07:00

hello everyone!

hehe..long time never update le..

was damn busy the past few weeks..

went to NYPS p5 camp from monday to wednesday,.

heh..it was loads of fun!

damn tiring..here are some pictures..

jan 2008

2008-01-18T22:49:00.000+07:00

argh!! three weeks have passed..
i really dont noe what i hav been doing..
really busy..
meeings, projects, homeworks..
ahhh!!
absolute madness!!
here's a pict of me and my table mates.
haha..really vry fun to hav them.
the whole atmosphere is so different..
looking forward to the nyps p5 camp at the scouts camp=)
sadly..will be missing school for 3 days..
i tink i will die from the big work load..
anyways..everything will soon be over..
my new class is also quite ok..
really looking forward to the investiture!!!!!=)))))
tvxq's new song is damn nice!!
PURPLE LINE!!!
cant wait for the MV to come out!
anyways..
most importantly,
화이팅!

december holidays part II

2007-12-13T15:40:00.000+07:00

ok..its the 131th post!haha..hmm..holiday..its so boring!!argh..

went to T3 to take a look a while ago..haha

its quite nice!!here are some picts i hav taken at t3 and t2.=)

oh yah..and the picts i promised from my tll frens..here they are!=)))

oh yah!!TVXQ has got a new song called Evergreen!!it is damn nice!!!haha!!Only love by SM Town is also nice!!!here it is!!=))))

holidays part I

2007-11-22T19:57:00.000+07:00

ok...holidays..hmm..here's a rather interesting poem by a korean poet..has a deep meaning..hehe..

까마귀 싸호는 골에 백로야 가지마라
성낸 가아귀 흰 비츨 새오나니
창파이 조히 찌슨 몸 더러일가 하노라

its up to you to find out..haha..personal enjoyment=D
i am so bored these days..dont noe whats wrong also..haiz..
juz like what this poem says..bt not in that context exactly also..
ai yah..haha..its complicated..haha=)
have been enjoying cca and council cheers lately..
the council song is really nice..haha..
council camp is coming!
NYSC council batch '09!!jia you!!
hehe..wonder what will it b about(???)
+.+

holidays...

2007-11-17T17:25:00.000+07:00

DISNEYLAND!!!haha.and also the tram to the peak!!!hahahaa..lol!!!=))

taipei 101 from the ferris wheel ride..hehe=))

the night view of hong kong!!!=))

doesnt this look familiar??its actually the house of dao ming si in meteor gardens and also the house of Emp in Romantic Princess(gong zhu xiao mei)!! I have been there!!!!wahaha!

= )))))

hihihi...wah..its the holidays!!

the omni is jay chou's store!=)

somehow its not really my ideal holiday...hu is in 311'o8???

hahaa

hmm..let me see what i have been doin...

1st week::stone at home..choral and drama night...

2nd week::can hardly remember..probably wasting my time away doing smthin..

i tink this week is the 3rd week of hols..hmm..also stoning...nothin to do!!haha

was juz looking through the picts i took during the last hols and last last hols..haha..

sme of it in taipei, guang zhou and hongkong...

argh!!

i wanna ride the ferris wheel in taipei...the scenery there is so nice too!!

haha

the stuff in hongkong and guang zhou are also nice!!!!

hehe

since i am so bored,i also added some nice and random picts that i took...

i love photography!!!haha..

enjoy!!!

New Skin!haha..

2007-11-10T16:22:00.000+07:00

hihihi..hah..changed a skin..much more interesting than the previous one=))

recently i bought a the TVXQ Shine Picture Book haha..here are sme of the picts inside it=)lol..mostly of yunho and jaejoong..lol!haha

enjoy~!

Mini funfair.=))

2007-11-08T20:31:00.000+07:00

look..that is natalee on stage!haha

the fierce look...><

here are th picts you all are waiting for!

Choral and Drama Night!

2007-11-06T11:28:00.000+07:00

hihihi!i am back=)

yesterday was the choral and drama night..

hehehe..

rather fun..our efforts paid off at last..=D

wooh!hehe..here ar the picts we took!peps..i uploaded al of them k!=))

Days in school..

2007-10-26T21:10:00.000+07:00

the drama and cosplay thing..nerd sijia..haha!(jeans provided by me!lol..)
lol..my face is blurred..haha..liting's jump was nice..can you see the peace sign i made?lol...

the LEGEND OF THE ENORMOUS KNIFE!Look out for its VICTIMS!!!WAHAHA!!!

caveman natalee!!lol..siman and i..check out the socks!haha

random and funny expressions..dont noe hu took those funny picts of me..lol..siman looks so funny!

my view of kelly and kelly's view of me..lol!

the pringles egyptian..lol..

scary look of yu jia haha!

lol..other funny expressions of classmates caught on camera!

shirley and her best friend..TISSUE!!

superman?!

i look extra wth mich poh and siman..boo!

hihihi people ..

here are the picts that we took these few days...really loads of picts..uncut..uploaded all of it..

ENJOY!!

210 will be in my heart forever！

Although we may not be in the same class nxt yr, dont dao me when you all see me arh!!

must still say hi!hahaha...will miss you all=))

class..

2007-10-21T20:07:00.000+07:00

hihihi peps..here are the picts we took..you see::i did upload k...!!

long long time...=)

2007-10-17T21:02:00.000+07:00

hihihihihi=))
it has been a long time ever since i last updated..hehe..my blog is getting so dead=X
anyways..now that exams are over, can update already..hehe..umm..i dont noe what to write about..anyways hope that 2morrow will be a fun day..we are going to the art museum=)school ends at 1 but hav got cca till 6(...)
umm..2day went with group of best friends to buy some drinks at coro to let time pass until 3 when our drama pract starts..but..haiz..drama pract was cancelled so u know what happened..-.-
went home with 2 other classmates and we were toking alot about our class..argh..i am so gonna miss this class..u are the best,210!to tink of it, we really went through alot together and had so many crazy ideas and did so many crazy thing together..
have been reading so many fanfics lately..there are really many nice ones with dbsk in them..lol...stuff that will never happen in real life..haha..yah,dbsk has a new song called forever love!its really nice!!addicted to it now..haha!!
toking about our class, here are some picts we took throughout the year..
to my classmates of 210::hahaha!!hihihi!umm..you can save these picts if u wan=)will definitely miss you all..=))

yah..charmaine::hu ask you to play with my phoneXD there-->>these are the picts

you took and edited..youyouyouyouyou (grrr...)haha..me trying to hide from the cam..i got alot of things to tell you..although you owe me alot huh, broke my holepuncher,ask me the endless questions the day before math exam, blah blah blah the never ending list of things, really thankful to you for being such a great fren, like helping me to pull votes for the coucil elections and stuff without complaints,hahahah!thanx har..vy gan dong right?hahaha!ok you and ur dbsk..(so now you lyk junsu huh?)lol..so funny..i will remember we are always doing funny things in class..u noe la=Dhaha..dbsk is having a concert in KL..crap..y not singapore...argh!!!i wanna go to!!!!!
blahblahblah..

got into council (happyhappyhappyhappy)

<= a fake councillor=.= blahblahblah.. got nothin to write.. haha will update soon=)

15 days left..

2007-06-14T22:35:00.000+07:00

hi hi hi..havent been blogging for a really long time..dunno wad to blog about..my holidays..a total flop..haha..umm..to yu jia::yup, i have a fren called zhen ping..she is my guzheng senior..haha=)..the other day, yu jia and i were at the bridge at upper bukit timah road..counting cars..haha.. i walked back and from my house 9 times..wah..good exercise..haha..thats all for now..15 days..here are some picts taken while counting cars..haha!Enjoy...actually nothin much to enjoy..haha

SABBATICALS..

2007-05-22T20:20:00.000+07:00

ARH..this time's sabbaticals is quite boring.. with quite limited choices..i am in leadership sabbaticals..so far its quite ok..but it makes me nervous when we ar accessed on every single thing we do..haiz..and graded into band 1,2 or 3..haiz..so nervous..ARH!!!stress!!!!so far i have learnt::
17 laws of teamwork
21 laws of leadership
from the great author...cant remember the name..blah..maxwell..
one of the 21 laws of leadership includes:
the E.F Hutton Law which says::
"when E.F Hutton speaks,everyone listens"
lol!!shows how great he is!...
also got to know wads the difference between a leader and a manager..
ok although i have got lots of stress...still managed to digest some stuff..
i GIVE UP!!!GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP..
cant stand it anymore..i think i kan4 kai1 le ....i dont need to be in the SC la..haiz..being a PSL is good enough..today i juz realised i am in charge of the operation of the SAC, together with my GZ senior..haha!am a little excited about that..hehe..i am satisfied being a PSL!!let me let wad ever that is goin to come to me, come to me..and not force myself and force my way through everything..sometimes life is juz so unfair..i shant force my way through it anymore..i give up=)
relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax relax

some more photos

2007-05-02T20:21:00.000+07:00

here ar some more picts i promised to upload..

our class trophy..juz the wrong side..then shirley and her wife..haha..shirley is always holding a tissue..lol!

CSM

2007-04-30T20:01:00.000+07:00

haha..today got CSM and we got CHAMPION CLASS again!!!hahaa...210 rox!!!wad a sports class..lol..anyways here ar some picts taken from yiting..lol..taking picts..so bored..we cheered and cheered..now voice alittle hoarse...haha..bt it was fun..lol..vy high..anyways..2morrow no school!!!haha..looking forward to sabbaticals..haha!

GOLD　ＷＩＴＨ HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-25T18:46:00.000+07:00

OMGOMGOMG...SYF is over so fast..juz feel lyk having more..haha..anyways..it was a big surprise that we got a gold with honours..many pep's ma dropped..haha..NYGZ ROX!!!haha..there are some picts here that we took today..didnt have a good sleep yesterday though..when the results where announced..we were all vy jin zhang..so many grps got silver!!!omg..then came our turn..::

GZ 108 NANYANG GIRLS' HIGH SCHOOL........

(pause)

GOLD..(everyone starts screaming)WITH HONOURS!!!(everyone goes hysterical)

so gan dong!!!no regrets though..i was happy that i tried my very best!

so happy!!!ahha..tears of joy!!i am really really happy..that the few weeks whereby we had lunch pract almmost everyday..and the 2 weeks we stayed back almost everyday until 6 o'clock when the uncle is about to kick us out...alll these images flashed through my head..when the results were announced..knowing the long long processs from the concert till now..it has been about one month( 24 march was the concert)..we hav really tried our best!juz thinking about the process made we wanna cry..we hav definitely practised hard..lao shi thanx alot!!!at least someone has approved our music!we were extremely high in the bus..singing ai jiang and chun jie again..NYGZ ROCK!!!!omg..and of course there were tears from other grps too..and PLMGS also got gold with honours..many got silver i tink NH got a gold..today is a hyper day for everyone..haha!we have improved from 2 years ago!from a gold to a gold with honours!!!and its my 1st time going for SYF!!hahaha!through this process i have also learnt a great lesson on teamwork..muo qi..and most importantly passion!!!i have definitely build up my passion for guzheng...cca is all about passion..i hav enjoyed this great great experience..NYGZ ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)))

2007-04-24T19:15:00.000+07:00

omg..

tomorrow is SYF!!!

everyone must jia you!!!omgomg..

here ar some photos

nice sun set!

nice colour of the sky!!

means::a bright new day ahead!!!!

JIA YOU ALL GUZHENGERS!!!

although i hope that we will get gold with honors or gold..

i tink that the process of it and the many months that we practised is even more important..

i also believe that wad lin lao shi said about; that music is all about the appreciation..is really true..

i am really gan dong to hear wad lin lao shi say today..

haiz..even if the sky falls, she will hold all the responsibilities..

lin lao shi..thanx alot for wad u have done for all of us..

thanx for bringing snacks for us..when u noe that everyone is really stressed..especially the SLs..

thanx for everything..how i wish u willl teach us for as long as possible!!

very very big thankyou to all seniors and frens and juniors..

we MUST jia you!!!

tai shang shi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong..

although we didnt hav the shi nian gong part..bt..

we really have to tou ru and try our best with no regrets..

although i am in no position to say that..

bt...NO REGRETS!!

we must really try our best..

NANYANG GUZHENG>>>JIA YOU!!!=))))

2007-04-21T20:42:00.000+07:00

SYF in 4 DAYS!!!

2007-04-21T19:56:00.001+07:00

arh!!! syf is juz in 4 days..here ar some picts of wad i hav been doin the past few weeks...changing all the strings of the guzheng was so tiring!!!spent a total of about 4 hours completing it..omg..yao1 suan1 bei4 tong4...haha!then our buddies from compassvale primary came for the reading programme..my 2 buddies, lucas and adilah!!and our funny wanny art work..being exhibited..such an embarrassment..haha..=.=..i admit my art isn't good..haha!anyways..syf is in 4 days!!!al guzhengers jia you!!hope everyone enjoys the process no matter wad we get..whether a COP(choi!) or a gold(=)) or a gold with honors=))))))...jia you!!!

2007-04-08T09:33:00.000+07:00

hihihi...it has been a ong time eversince i have updated..vy vy busy lately!!!got lots of projects and homework to do!!!also with the syf coming..hardy got any time to breathe..hope with all our hard work, we can get a gold with honest!!!jia you NYGZ!!!the other day, yiting and i supposed to meet up at botanic gardens to do bio sia..wah..yiting...u are late for half hour leh...u noe i am usually patient..or mayb not..i waited under the hot sun for u for more than 45 mins leh!!!!you owe me alot k!!!!grrr....hu ask u to be late..i also noe u are not a super woman wad..haha..set alarm clock lo!hahaha...anyways..thats a proof that we have been there to pick leaves..haha=))also our art project..it was so funny..my other group members decided to put rain as the hunter..haha!! i tink the other one looks nicer..ahah=)

Thursday...

2007-02-15T11:36:00.000+07:00

hahaha...2day is alreaDY a thurs!!!!2morrow got half day!!!!omg..cant wait for new yr to come!!!!..anywayz got back my geog paper yesterday..haha..got better than i expected..but the teacher insisted on going through the answers before getting back the test..argh..that made everyone so nervous!!!anywaz..unlike the previous times, she didnt announce the highest in class..which was quite weird..no one asked too...so..yah..juz lyk that...later making chocolate cookies for home econs..and got draft session...argh! wish me luck in the presentation!

friday....

2007-02-09T13:15:00.003+07:00

hahaha...today is finally a friday...quite a lucky day la...went to school and found out that i forgot to bring the lang arts notes..but luckily we didnt use it...wahahaha..then came the chinese results...although not really up to what i expected, i was sorta relieved that i didnt fail..that was really bad...the maths results...the highest in the bending class was 42..i erh...got lower then what i expected..but thought i could do much better with a few careless mistakes here and there...now waiting for yiting do finish her compo and shirley to do finish her discussion...my goodness..i am totally juz wasting my time at the comp...and the squeeky sound coming out from my earphones is getting me so pissed...haiz..i gtg..bb!

thursday...

2007-02-08T13:21:00.000+07:00

yay!exams are finaly over~~~~!!!!hehe...but there is still alot of assignments to do...argh!!!!and the results!!!i am damn scared..haiz...anyways...am in the library now, waiting for cca to start at 3 ...haiz..now is 2 plus..watching youtube, celebrating the end of tests...hehe...later got cca and loads of homework waiting for me...like the history cover page and chinese compo...haiz...argh!!!!! anyways besides that, new year and lifeskills camp is coming!!!!cant wait to eat and eat and eat the wonderful new year goodies...haha...k la..goin to watch my show now..bb!

ｃｏｎｔｉｎｕｅｄ．．

2007-01-26T18:44:00.000+07:00

in hongkong!!

continued with the previous post.. ...look at shirley posing with the author kinda pose..haha..and also wad she was looking at during recess..it was a pict of da dong..haha!...yiting hiding from the cam..ehehe.. and also some other picts of my hols..

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graduation day..

GOLD WITH HONOURS AGAIN!!!

SYF

SYF

cip at KWS

this song

CNY

busy week

Travel Journals part 1

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Shanghai blues

CHINA IMMERSION!

2nd last day of school!

YAY!

crappy week..

16oth post!!

living the low life..

i am screwed.

:(boo

the blah blahs in life

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Flavour of Life

the great escapade엉뚱한 짓

UK Trip 2008 June Holidays Part 2

Confessions of a crazy soul + 私の야행기 Part 1!

1 week bfore June Holidays 2008!

wednesday..+loads of hw+post mortem for concert

Friday Night..

CSM 2008

Tiring Tuesday 0.o

Crazy Life!

Sunday..

Down in the Dumps

141th post!!

THURS!

project..

week 3!

BLOCK TEST 1 OVEr!!!

OBS!

chinese new year

p5 NYPS CAMP

jan 2008

december holidays part II

holidays part I

holidays...

New Skin!haha..

Mini funfair.=))

Choral and Drama Night!

Days in school..

class..

long long time...=)

15 days left..

SABBATICALS..

some more photos

CSM

GOLD ＷＩＴＨ HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!

SYF in 4 DAYS!!!

Thursday...

friday....

thursday...

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GOLD　ＷＩＴＨ HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!